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The one thing I notice with those who have schizophrenia. The voices operate off poisoning so I know who they come from the one who poisoned us in the beginning. They poison the mind heart and spirit. Your spirit gets weak and more susceptible to the venom with each bite. Your mind gets weak and susceptible to venom with each bite. Your heart gets weak and susceptible to the venom with each bite. But, the word of God is medicine to all flesh and spirit. They attack with the same things over and over that they know will hurt you the words you fear and that cause you the most pain because they want to inject as much venom as possible. You hurting let's them know there venom is effective. Over time you start hurting more and more deeply. Now the strikes and the venom is pushing you into a mind heart spirit state of helplessness and you chose to succumb to your wounds cause your tired of fighting. I can't lie I'm very sick. I'm not holier than though. They been striking me from a long time. And, I don't know if the word of God is enough to heal my wounds the poison is deep. And, I don't feel like God is on a rescue mission to save me. But, I'm still fighting I'm stubborn. But, the pain is louder than God's promise. So I won't preach something I don't even fully believe I just know the word of God says... Luke 10:19 19 Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you. Mark 2:17 When Jesus heard it, He said unto them, “They that are whole have no need of the physician, but they that are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Edit: I just peaked game and overide that shit because everything was manufactured for me not to believe. My life narcissism schizophrenia. Looking at my circumstances I say yeah I know why that manufactured little faith in you. But, now I'm appalled that I could be manufactured by these circumstances like I just can't choose to go against this unbelief at the moment of my choosing because I feel like it instead of being in a manufactured state of unbelief cause of my circumstances. What that sound like? They must not know me I hate being boxed in. God pulled me out of that box it wasn't my strength. I want to have faith beyond the circumstances that manafactured unbelief. I believed my problems was bigger than God no God is bigger than my problems. Ain't no problem finna tell me what type of faith I can have not gonna let you manufacture me and make my faith small. Don't tell God how big your storm is, tell the storm how big your God is. All glory to Jesus for helping my faith.

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