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Forgetful Mommy ® @wei_ying
Forgetful Mommy ® @wei_ying
I know you didn’t ask…but I would love to add the importance of your girlfriend seeing a man who is trying, that is something that truly matters here.
Even if you were to have really bad days or moments where it seems like you reverted back to an old habit, you seem to not make excuses for yourself, and that’s something she sees. She sees that you acknowledge the reasons you were the way you were, while acknowledging you made plenty of mistakes (but who doesn’t?) yet you don’t blame others but only hold yourself accountable for things.
I hope that you continue to learn how to love yourself a little more as I’m trying to, and I mean in the healthiest sense of self-love there is too ^^. I also pray your girlfriend can continue to help you see that you ARE trying and even doing, because to reiterate: that’s what matters here most. <3
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My gf smile is slowly bringing me to life. The horror of being seen as inadequate, imperfect, and undesirable is leaving my nervous system or mind. The more time I spend with her the less I worry and the more happier I become because I'm not bracing myself. She says I'm fun when I find myself boring. She says I'm caring when I don't have empathy. She says deep down I know you care about me. When I'm worrying if my care is even worth acknowledging. A mirror that only shows flaws is a lie. I got to see her views of me and that matters because she's someone who loves me. The mirror I use has no love for me only disdain. It only shows flaws. With her views of me I'm starting to forget that haunting mirror even existed. Must be because there's a fuller image I can now view. She makes my life fuller and I believe her when she says I do the same for her. I'm beginning to trust what she says about me and accept a fuller image. I see her beautiful loving smile and it horrifys me that once she knows me it will fade. But, she does know me and still chooses to smile at me. The horror that says your unlovable was throughly blown away by her love. I had decided on my own that I'm unlovable. And, that haunted me. But, my gf said who decided that lol. She is proof that my fears are just fears not reality. I'm also finding it easier to be close to her. My nervous system is getting use to it. And, even seeking and enjoying it. Though I still get over stimulated but it's lessening.
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Posting Messages For Gabe (@Gabriel_True) Until He Comes Back To The Land Of The Living
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Posting Messages For Gabe (@Gabriel_True) Until He Comes Back To The Land Of The Living
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Day 104: I'm posting a message a bit earlier because the thought I'm having now might be forgotten later.
Now, I am seeing through the love and care of my family and friends how much God sees me and loves me (I mean, I always have known...but when you are going through hard times, you sometimes forget or feel like you've been forgotten). For the sake of privacy, I'll be keeping this person's username private, but there was a very kind person on here who messaged me about wanting to send a care package to the house when they heard our family ran out of food. I wasn't going to accept at first because I felt bad doing so, but God permitted me to do so, so I listened and allowed them to do what they felt they wanted to do. I laughed immediately when this package arrived because I was expecting something smaller, but it was a huge box. A huge box filled with three boxes of snacks and the rest was legit food-food, which made me laugh again because I was talking to the LORD when me and this person were talking and I told God that if the contents of the package end up being food more than actual snacks, I would be even happier because I can give it over to the family for sustenance when we run out of food again. AND THEN, I started laughing some more when our mom and baby brother came home because our mom just told me that we ran out of food TODAY, and my package was supposed to arrive on the 30th of this month and another on February 1st. So God is just so intentional and doesn't delay in His goodness/provision.
This lovely friend also sent me some vanilla cashmere lotion and liquid body wash. And what is even funnier (in a good way) is how I actually received a loofah recently and had no liquid body wash – but what truly pulls this whole thing together beautifully is the fact I had absolutely NO IDEA what this person was sending me...they didn't ask if there was anything I needed specifically or wanted, but they didn't need to, because God knew EXACTLY what I needed.
Also, if the lovely person who sent me packages is reading this, thank you again so very, very much! My siblings enjoyed a few of the cookies you sent, and I'm going to enjoy my lotion, because I really love the scent of vanilla. - God Is Always Watching Over Me and You, Gabby: Ying
