WillWorkForIsekai

Idk going to find out. I will be leaving the site. I realize I'm not competent enough to interact with normal people. Maybe I'll come back when I feel more human and I actually talk to people instead of ranting about my self and my views. Something made me not trust my narcissist self again which lead me to want to leave here and go discover more mechanisms so I can prevent them I already made multiple breakthroughs. But, yall have seen enough of my bullshit so I won't share. Sorry for trauma dumping. Sorry for sharing unasked for views. Thanks for tolerating a narcissist.

I'm happy that I sometimes spread the gospel in my dreams while ducking a cold world. Because dreams show what's really in your psyche. They show you what you really like without the chains. Just instinct. I'm happy my instinct is to fight in a world I don't recognize sometimes. Anyway, I was on the verge of getting raped in my dream last night. And, I finally understand how violating, powerless, and disgusting it feels. I recently gave someone on tiktok 200$ cause they said they want to give up on life and God because they are having financial trouble and they was raped as a child by there parents and just had a terrible life overall. I thought maybe they are milking it but gave anyway. Later I had that dream now I can kinda feel what they went through if only a bit. Rape is terrible traumatic event and I feel sorry for people that have been through that.