Notes from my therapist... Thought process: Unremarkable Gee, thanks doc.lol

What kind of house do you think we have where we'd need a home elevator? Unless it's for a disabled wheelchair user, why would I need one? XD

¡Feliz Cinco de Mayo! https://youtu.be/XpAWbMtKO5k?si=ityKz_Kl61_pD63Q

Feel like putting the voices on blast aka sharing some of the tactics I notice from demonic oppression. My voices objective is to disrupt any emotional moment because they know as a narcissist they can't let my heart come back online. They know how bad I want a heart and how i want to help other narcissists. That makes me dangerous because I will not give up. So they try to disrupt any sensitivity to the heart. When I cry and I long they say it's fake to disrupt sensitivity. When I have a overflow of emotions they say you being a baby to disrupt sensitivity. When I'm with my daughter they call me ugly so i focus on myself and have no air rather than focusing on the moment. They so afraid of me coming online they waste there time on me so there must be a chance of coming back online if it was futile they wouldn't be so scared. They pissed me off by interfering with my sensitivity just had to put them on blast. If I ever feel what normal people feel I'm gonna be a big problem. They want to stop my heart from growing shame on them. Imma grow despite the challenges. Especially in my love for God. I know they goal they want it to shrink in despair of what I am. To stop reaching. But I will never stop. In fact imma reach harder.

https://youtu.be/HpCHsO6cwx8?si=F6uKIBLGuerovBwh Band: Starset Song: My Demons