I was reading a novel about grimoires and cards being used for magic then the next moment apparently super heros was introduced and the power scaling just broke I would of like superheroes being in the description so I don't waste my time.

I can tell my gf is a good gurl. Cause she always worried about using me or her family using me for money. She even the type to deleted tiktok and facebook cause it's to toxic. I don't know why she feels so overprotective of me and trys to carry everything alone then gets stressed out. I told her multiple times you and them can ask me for money I have no problem. And, I never displayed I have a problem with it or tried to make you feel any type of way about it. But, I guess she just a pure heart that doesn't want to use me. She hates that she can't take care of everything and over relies on me. One day she will know that's what I'm here for. I keep trying to tell her but she's really humble and knows the value of money. Can't wait for my next trip to spoil her and the girls because she doesn't take it for granted. Very sweet nice and genuine and God fearing woman definitely the type to keep your head on straight. She was just stressing out because her father has to go to the hospital so I told her I'm gonna send enough money so you stop stressing yourself out trying to plan everything when you have work. That way they won't need to call you or wait on you at the hospital and stress you out. I told her I would take care of her and she wouldn't have to work but she wants to work and it's a good thing she didn't listen to me her job is good but the pay there is next to nothing but that same job in the states pay alot so she will have a good resume once she come here.

@nyxara I sometimes look back at myself wonder where that "me" went and gone off to. Perhaps it's around yet to be found.

Just got two new pics. I want to get some posters of my favorite artists too. A close up video game pic and close up new downtown pic. Making a video game or a video would be cool. But I’m happy with pics.

Might be somebody for everybody but not everybody for somebody, hell someone said I could sell feet pics as a guy, she actually liked my feet kek.

Found out hard feelings against God = stone heart. Found out renewal of the mind is clearing the cache of all your hard feelings. This helped me figure out other stuff aswell. Like how to be beneath somebody. Narcissist always think themselves superior. It's like a switch in our brain that we can't shut off. But, I finally acknowledged I'm am not others equal let alone superior. I am beneath most of you. And, normally that would create anger and self loathing for my powerlessness and inferiority. But, it doesn't have to be that way I can be beneath others without getting mad or self loathing. Because I just learned to value who I am and not what I am not compared to others. I had hard feelings about myself = stone heart = barrier seperating me from loving myself because I was not as good as others. There are many things which to love myself for. And, maybe it's good to see others as above me so a narcissist pride can taste death often. And stay humble when my pride tells me to shine above them. No they can shine above me. Everyone wants to be the sun nobody wants to be beneath. People can't stand basking in another glow because it makes them feel inferior they want to shine and have everyone bask in there glow and make them feel inferior like they felt. You can be beneath someone without feeling inferior especially if you love them it's way easier there shining more than you is not a measure of or jab at your core identity. You must know you a sun at your core without even shinning. Cause once someone shines above you might do to much to prove you not inferior. Anyway, it's fun to validate someone else's shinning just like they validate yours. I could maybe get some more insights out of this but I'm tired.

Without labels, it will be like playing a video game on very hard mode without knowing it's on very hard mode and wonder why we are losing a lot. Some don't want to know why because they don't like it and want it to stop. Labels are like clothes. No rules; no limits.