Also recently printed my drawings. Hits different holding them in hand.

My girl is so fucking sweet I might actually catch the feelings I don't have. She even understands that I lack emotion. And, says it's ok and I don't have to be alone anymore. And, she respects me more every time I share what's in my head. And, wants me to share and rely on her when I'm hurting. She has the most beautiful soul & heart. She's short but a gaint in spirit. It's overwhelming. Smothering. I can feel myself becoming more intune with love because she drowns me in it. I don't think I can withstand this onslaught and remain the same person. Because she doesn't change it's real and intense. Being with her is like being close to the lord or the father. Because I can tell she is loved. She gives the type of love that can nurse a poor man back to health. I wonder is this God's way of telling me I'm still worthy of love no matter how ugly I am. And, that even though I don't have what others have I can still make others very happy. I'm just happy I bring her happiness. Because she provides me home.

https://youtu.be/GHjiGwG4cFY?si=qK6tEltcUVmQxpI0 Romans 12:12 (NIV), Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 (NIV), "Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus." 2 Corinthians 4:17 (NIV), "For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all." James 1:12 (NIV), "Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him." John 16:33 (NIV), “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=09LTT0xwdfw Had to. ;P

Just got finish drinking with my fiancée family. Flipino's are some of the kindest people you will ever meet. Very big hearts, pride, and hospitality. Haven't had the slightest of troubles here. I've experienced a very warm welcome. I would recommend visiting. Everything is very cheap and the people are honest and big on community. Wasn't even hard to count the money. And, they have transportation apps.