I imagine I look a bit awkward listening to music sometimes. I'm a maladaptive daydreamer, so it's easy to get lost in the scenarios I make up inside my head.

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@gabriel_true Day 146: It's been feeling like the beginnings of early summer, which is really nice weather for me, so tell me why (ain't nothin' but a heartache) tomorrow it's suddenly 50-something degrees with possible snow?! Warmth! I demand warmth!! I'm tired of freezing cold temperatures *insert crying face here*. I'm so bad with the cold that I can barely handle temperatures under 70-something degrees. It must be the British in me XD. Either way, I'm praying the forecast is wrong and it's nice weather, even if it's on the cooler side – I'm done with 50 and below weather. - I Want To Go To A Pool: Ying

The mysterious artifact the player uses is called a Codex. As the player, your codex has a guardian who calls herself Codexa. She aids the player throughout the game and is a manifestation of the codex's will. She comes off as aloof and blunt, but has dry wit. She helps you summon your waifus from the codex. She's the only character design I have so far.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuEOymnT8TU Kizuite. I'm here waiting for you. Ima to wa chigau mirai ga attemo. I'm here waiting for you. Sakebi tsuzukete. Kitto kokoro wa tsunagu ito wo tagutteru. Ano koro no watashi me wo samasu you ni. No need to cry.

Some things in life are just gonna be one sided and thats okay. I think expecting anything in the same environment is just going to lead to repetated failure if it involves someone.

That sounds like an incredibly busy day, but I hope the wedding was really fun at least? I've never been to one myself. I've attended more funerals than weddings tbh XD. But, at least you managed to get it done...even if it was incredibly late into the night.

Saw a post on Twitter today that said: "When someone has already decided who you are, they will interpret everything you do through the lens of that idea. And at that point, it has nothing to do with you anymore." Reminded me of that feeling of sonder but in reverse. Might be egotistical of me but I do wonder what kind of person the people I'm close to see me as. And what sorts of ideas about me would they readily accept good or bad?