https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jFc7sjf2NB0/maxresdefault.jpg Why did the chicken cross the border into Spain? To defeat Ramon Salazar of course! https://images.pushsquare.com/10e22db9651bf/resident-evil-4-remake-chapter-7-walkthrough-1.large.jpg

I have alot of disdain for this world it's hard to see the beauty when you don't feel what others feel your disconnected from the beauty and magic I often make jokes to the voices, God, and myself that life is like shit or something always along those lines to cope. But, today I cried when I made my joke everytime I randomly cry without feeling like it I always think it's the holy spirit. I thought God would laugh at my jokes. Why would he when I disrespect creation by calling it other than the beauty it is. Now I cry thinking about how heartless and unthoughtful I been talking to God about his creation even if it was just jokes. God has feelings to. I'm sorry God. All this pain screwed me up. I can't see how deeply loved we are but I know it's true that's why I'm crying. I failed to appreciate my makers work and devalue it with all my jokes. Imma do better Jesus. There's much to value forgive me Lord.