Stress 'll do it. I too have some grays... They just don't show up well in photos.lol

I don't know man. I think the only Shepherd I'm loyal to is Pie. Mmm-mmm-mmm, delicious! https://www.billyparisi.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/shepherds-pie-5.jpg Shepherd's Pie is the undisputed King of Flavortown crafted in the lowlands of Europe by chefs with OCD. https://img.ifunny.co/images/e072b66093d076ae46a5aa0597fe4a0b23faf2f6a1850f572748bf41ff6dfcfd_1.jpg *Whispering in a conspiratorial tone* And you can use any kind of meat ya want. I'm not judging you if Lassie were to suddenly go missing is all I'm saying... https://img.ifunny.co/images/15553b90aa9c71c639bd5888be72dd077c6c4e136e91419e84884582aaa14f8c_1.jpg

Hey, bro! Take a number. There are other bots ahead of you in the queue waiting to bamboozle people. Or did your mystic vision quest not forecast this future, hmm? Besides I don't need some mystical fortune teller to teach me how to count. I learned to do all that in elementary school. Watch I'll show you... 1,2, skip a few, 100! Ha! Impressed I know. It was always in my destiny to put your puny paganism to shame like the ShamWow that it is, mwahaha! Now leave this place for good foul trickster demon before I go medieval on your unholy arse! https://media1.tenor.com/m/-EnIl0H2oNQAAAAC/i-will-not-tolerate-the-forces-of-evil-dungeon-soup.gif

Finally understood how to acknowledge my emotions. Always read about it but never knew how to do it. Just figured it out. Life's good. No more being ensnared by the emotion for extended periods of time causing disastourous rumination. Thank God. If anyone struggling with this technique we hear alot about. What helped me was upon feeling the emotion I would tell myself what it is and where is from as a way of acknowledging it. And, not fight with it or engage with it in anyway. I just let it pass me by instead of being sweep away by it. Example: Emotion comes I acknowledge hey that's the pain from being ugly. Normally this emotion would hurt me because I'm fighting with it. They say not to fight with the emotions. I get it now. The emotion usually hurts because I myself wanna be beautiful. So I'm at odds with the emotion. And, it causes me to judge myself and ruminate till I'm depressed. But, if you don't fight it and say oh that's just the pain of being ugly and let it pass you by it doesn't get control over you cause you didn't engage with it. Now it's gone instead of the emotion trapping you in judgment in rumination. Same can be done for the pain we see in this world when it happens upon your psyche. We all probably want the world to be beautiful so when the emotion that it's not hits. We can just acknowledge that's the pain from lack of beauty. Instead of being at odds with the emotion and becoming depressed by the conflict you find yourself in. The emotion telling you it's Bleak and you want it to be beautiful so your depressed. If you don't engage with the emotion and just say hey that's the pain from lack of beauty you can actually see it for what it is... Just a reminder to do something good. You don't have to engage with it and spiral into it's right I should give up hope. It's not a reminder to add more hopeĺessness to the world. It's just a reminder to do some good. Hope this helps someone else. There just reminders. Example: That's just the pain of being ugly. Reminder: I should love myself more because of that feeling. It's not meant to hurt you and consume you. It's not a reminder to hate yourself more. That's all I got. Hope it's useful for anyone who struggle with acknowledging emotions. I thank the great and good teachers God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit for this revelation and take no credit for it. I'm just a vessel. God is good. Example:

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