Vent

I love how Samsung phone email service pushed an update to NOT update my fuckin email when I open the app. I wondered why I wasn't getting emails! Had to manually flip a damn switch that says "YES HUR DI DUR I WANT MY EMAIL TO UPDATE". Stupid fuckin clods.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bnkSLjzGM-U So in the mobile game Nikke you have your nikke squadmates on a texting app, and this one has a friggin huge rant over an emoji and it was so hilarious. This is why this game is so highly rated XD

Colleague: "You're not autistic! You're a narcissist!" Hummingbird: *flies upclose to me when father checks on me suffering suicidal thoughts* Me: *vents hatred against my father and stepmother for killing me and deceiving The Lord in my heart*

https://youtu.be/C_a7xpN6seE?si=F74TAmiXPI5yTE1_ This helped me as a narc

I know I drank a good bit tonight but always wanted to post on here to everyone who is two faced on this platform who believed lies about me to just say "Its fine. Idgaf what anyone thinks after the lies told about me by someone who ran to me apologizing after knowing what they did was wrong. I forgave them and they didn't do it since (shit I hope). There are two sides of every story, I know, but if you act fake to me and someone you talk to approaches me ratting you out then just know you are on my radar to know you are a fake friend. We all do stupid shit when we are horny and desperate it seems. I did not abuse anyone nor have I ever. Did I say fucked up shit before? Yes. But that was after the other person did so to me for months on end with others to no end. I snapped. That's why I had mental breakdowns on here and irl. Being loyal and being a punching bag goes on for so long until the chain gives out making the bag drop. Well my bag dropped and I blew up. Whoops. I'm sorry. But I never hit anyone. Never yelled at anyone (unless it was a man who hurt people for entertainment). Most of all I have a code. We all have the worst day of our lives and I had mine 2 years ago in Florida. So don't blame me when your ass would had easily grabbed the nearest revolver pulling the trigger. You can't handle the shit I have seen or been through." That's all I wanted to vent out. If any of the guys seeing this know it's about them don't bother messaging. I don't care nor will ever care wanting your apologies. Just do better.

To add to all the annoying things I'm dealing with today, my life insurance company decided they will no longer accept my payments online. It's inconceivable why they are forcing me to pay by check when all other businesses no longer accept checks. Also makes zero sense seeing as I've paid them for years online and have an active online account to make payments with them. I then asked if I could pay by phone and was told that I couldn't do that either. When I asked if I could change my policy to one that accepted online payments they said I would have to cancel my Whole Life policy for a Term Life coverage. Which is complete crap, but I figured they're doing this on purpose to make me forfeit my better coverage for a skimpier one or something.

@yaasshat Are you spending her money or yours? Cause if your's, buy it! No, I'm joking, please don't listen to me! XD I just like watching people buy stuff cause it makes me happy, I'm a great spender, but budgeting and saving! Yeesh!