SnakeePoo

It's wild how growing out my beard and trimming it how many compliments I have gotten about it. "You look so much more mature with your beard like that! I love it!" Also not that I'm doing anything with them but why are goth girls hitting on me with my beard like this?? Is this a thing LOL

Almost half way in on finishing my first official abridged episode with the studio! So much work has gone into this Baki Abridged project

I missed the call, however I see others were able to pick up. If life has hit a brick wall I can only imagine how you're feeling, but over the years from what you've allowed me to know of you you've shown growth and a level of success that you should be proud of. If you've been diagnosed with something medical related it is more common than many will admit. I come from family and have friends that do suffer too from various mental health struggles. In there case it was usually inherited from other past relatives. The chemicals in our brains can do some unreal stuff both beneficially as well as detrimentally. However I want you to make a journal of everything you have done well in your life. Whether that's college, physical fitness (like all those gains you showed us in those pictures), advancements in a particular field such as voice acting (Something many haven't done, but wished too), and the important accomplishment of succeeding in finding people that cared enough to respond to you in your time of need. Put that into writing and save it for when you are hurting or feeling apathetic. Apathy is something I witnessed several times with people I cared about and that is terrifying to see. Worse than anger or being emotional. A lack of an ability to feel anything anymore is when you know you're in a very dangerous mindset. I truly wish you to never fall into that level of thought. You're admired and appreciated in ways that aren't always appreciated by this world's standards of success. However you are loved. I saw someone mention Christ to you and I know for many that seems like a throw away line to say. He is real though and not a form of copium. Please know our current world is a training ground for the soul. Not a final state of being. We're gonna get through this with Christ's help. Please hang on till that time and know you aren't by yourself no matter how many miles of land or sea separate you from those that are your friends and family. Jesus protect you and remove any apathy that's formed in your heart. Be well and be blessed!