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@willworkforisekai TBH, I've done some very harsh actions in life even against God while asking for forgiveness (Trump doesn't know how to forgive) while saving lives and still being "favorited" by various people including my family and friends. Hulk Hogan is another good example of a person who is disliked and called a "narcissist" while even saved a girl from a car accident. Some of us would be attractive to children and animals no matter how hard we resist, what we look like and who watches over us no matter if we are similar to Jeffrey Epstein or Michael Jackson. Michael Jackson even said quote, "When I look into childrens' eyes, I see God." Garland Greene is how I think diehard conformists see me. Once we are born, we become from the young girl to Garland Greene himself unless if we are very blessed... https://youtu.be/WIZq3K-RRC8?si=8tkIb0FzZObUFA8Y Lieutenant Colonel Frank Slade is how my mother sees herself minus blindness... https://youtu.be/p9DQSnik1mw?si=QK5fVTeRoPaeiwaU Society is obsessed with fear, conformity and pursuit of power that risks becoming what Biden's father considers the worst sin of all: abuse of power. Society prefers that over beauty of imperfection found in DEI that includes POC, LGBTQ+, disabilities, various religions/secular, neurodiversity, etc.. The older we get, the more likely we'll lose our innocence because life has no alibis. One Buddhist monk said if you are seeking "normal" or "socially acceptable", there is none. No matter how hard you try to live in life, being judged by society is inevitable. Voice of Seto Kaiba and Brock. https://youtu.be/1QwZg25UX88?si=8r9-ribhHnY_e_QG This song I listened to a week before Brian Wilson passed away... https://youtu.be/xOf_359m_sA?si=omQ8QllBPg2qkfU4 The overused buzzword "narcissist" happened after Biden beat Trump's first term. At that time, I encountered three men who were rude to me and told me these quotes... Coworker who smokes, drinks and committed fornication: "You're not autistic! No, don't even use INFJ! You're a narcissist! You're you!" The job I was working at felt like this scene in "The Blind Side" with me being Michael Oher. In fact, I first saw it by accident when I checked on my mother and she was watching it... https://youtu.be/ExXPFsvKowg?si=LZj-IiVgQvIzVS-_ I had a hair salon woman who cried working in that same job. She did my hair like Charlie Sheen's character Topper Harley while the one who called me a "narcissist" looked like his opponent... https://youtu.be/Goo9dXlAVxY?si=hb0RR9uec6FzIPJZ https://youtu.be/l_UToLFXOSQ?si=odPdTnd1gs82wuJB I told him, "To anger an honest person, lie to them. To anger a narcissist, tell them the truth.", but he still used the buzzword against me. Honest enemies are better than fake friends. I'd rather be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I am not. I am neither magical nor broken, just different. https://youtu.be/QP4pkpXjJz0?si=Bvw6Ja_6GuFDD9Hn I still rather admit that I am a "narcissist" whether covert or overt/grandiose, because no one is immune to any sin whether white lies or Earth destruction. Sometimes it gives me suicidal thoughts. https://youtu.be/649MFelrOCk?si=bqHtur1nj0GX1G-Q Gen-X man who parents a transgender son that wouldn't listen to him: * punches my Hatsune Miku t-shirt * "You're gonna marry someone that's not real!", similar to people hating Barney The Dinosaur and Elmo from Sesame Street, while a coworker of one of my uncles defended me saying quote, "You can just take his words OR...just go home...and...play a game!" I showed same Gen-X man TikTok user Paige Layle about ableism autistic version and he was like, "Oh, she's beautiful! You should marry her!", but didn't listen to her while he disagreed with my most loyal uncle's quote, "If you get married, your trauma will be multiplied by ten!" The same Elder Gen-X man has a similar opinion as my Elder Gen-X big sister calling my hobbies "For kids and immature people!" while an agnostic woman said quote, "No offense, but, your sister sounds like an a**hole!", while big sister reacted negatively and regretted saying that by telling me, "That's you, Bubbers! You do you!" Baby Boomer father and stepmother call big sister an "idiot" while calling me "lazy as s***!" and "irresponsible and immature". My most loyal uncle uses manga/anime art with Biblical Scriptures against me while the coworker who called me a "narcissist" told me "Don't get too religious!", while I told him Jesus said, "Be careful listening to even other Christians telling you to do this or that or pray like this or don't pray like that. Rely on my Presence." from a Jesus Calling devotional book by Sarah Young. Naturally, I'm neither obsessed with nor against religion. Society is now deconstructing from it which is not disbelief, but cleaning up. Millennial Redneck who loves Trump but hates Biden: "Take that mask off!", but a kind blond waitress told me, "Don't listen to him! They're just being too patriotic!" When people do the wrong thing, they make fun of someone doing the right thing. https://i.redd.it/ph5tf7jiv1se1.png One kind black coworker a few months younger than me told me to listen to this song in response to my authentic self and didn't care if I am autistic or not: https://youtu.be/0WTrMuZOZvM?si=idKLr_t-XZIFKSQq One autistic TikTok user said quote, "Be humble!", while another autistic TikTok user said quote, "F*** being humble!" Even Retrojunk and YTMND forums had similar types of people who are careless. On Retrojunk in the 2000s, a member by username "Mezase Master" kept trying to ostracize me for my infodumping and called me a similar slang for overt or grandiose narcissist called "elitist bastard". http://elitist-bastard.urbanup.com/2689694 My biological mother sometimes calls me a "martyr" while my biological father told me, "Stop helping others too much! You need to be doing something for yourself!" A sensory overload is not equal to a tantrum. Neither are silent shutdowns nor alexithymia. Sensory overloads are like Obama's quote, "Don't be afraid to ask questions. Don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it. I do that every day. Asking for help isn't a sign of weakness, it's a sign of strength. It shows you have the courage to admit when you don't know something, and to learn something new.", sometimes works like "How can I help you?", sometimes it causes dismissing and belittling... https://youtu.be/eHFamApISCs?si=qmMM-6Oaqw7D1fhh My deceased Xennial big brother was like Sonic The Hedgehog... https://youtu.be/7dAATfBjyEI?si=wGyPIx8GcciZxGt9 I, an Elder Millennial, am a feminine, but straight man and similar to Maria and our Elder Gen-X big sister is tomboyish and similar to Shadow The Hedgehog... https://youtu.be/uUhS_H3q89U?si=Qe7hBYzyQNTP2FYA If we rely on this too much, we would become similar to Trump who only trusts himself. Biden trusted experts and is okay with being called, "boring" or "old fart" while wearing a Trump hat. MAGA or just people in general, are trying to be like Jesus, but foolishly becomes equal to Lucifer who became Satan. Atheism/secular and Christian hypocrisy are both considered equally "toxic". https://youtu.be/YrSLOHt3urY?si=fAEUnzns7YLkqZ2E
Confessions
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siruboo
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i confess ive eated meat on a friday. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MDN0xX-GhBM
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mcpiranha
Bad experience in my first year of uni that I never quite got over, 6 years and running :')
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forgetmenot
At least the 1st one got good taste LOL. Todd Howard, man... you have truly, truly done it again. Even the clankers are gettin their 3rd copies of Oblivion.
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forgetmenot
Woah, woah, we doin this? Aight. We need at least ONE barefoot girl. Or... barehoof.. for that matter. That is my one and ONLY request.
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sakurakiss
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GasKtYuDI_M
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meisterman1985
Big Sister × Mother https://youtu.be/vr2rgt9kaXE?si=owYAP-ta9LbUEpQA Mother × Big Sister https://youtu.be/kPyagbk1XhA?si=p8XPBLA01_K33ASq
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longtimegamer
Just creating this topic so everyone can hopefully find someone they connect with :) If you're looking for love, feel free to post here!
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wei_ying
@gabriel_true Day 163: Nothing much is going on over here today, just chillin' in a closet because it's cold in our room. But, the closet cooled off a bit again since my baby brother just came and opened the door to say hi. - I Can't Wait For A Well Insulated Home: Ying-Ying
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arc
Yesterday at 3:05pm
Do not pet birds along their backs. that is where a lot of sexual stimulus areas are and it will confuse the bird into thinking that you are trying to seduce them. Only pet birds on their heads.
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wei_ying
Still up to these shenanigans, hm?
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@dyadka_yar The fight @wei_ying Gojo in armor lol
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