I don't like that I'm not sensitive down there. I can make my gf cum 25 times without cumming but most of the time all that work I'm putting in makes me desensitized after. I just have to be like yes or no on whether I'm sensitive today. But, it's fine I don't need to cum everyday. I'm not a sex addict anymore. I'm alright if I cum or don't cum it makes no difference to me. Sure it's nice but I'm not addicted to it anymore. Just being with someone who knows me is better than sex.

Me and my gf just finished Blue Lock she loved it. She said she's gonna read the manga. We now watching the beginning of Bleach. We saw the Thousands Year Blood War but she hasn't seen the beginning of Bleach.

@wei_ying Thank you for your kind words and thank you again for talking to me I became a better human because of it. I'm not actually putting myself down. I'm saving myself. A blow to pride for a narcissist is a win. Intelligence is closely related to pride. And, by hearing others very smart opinions my Intelligence doesn't seem like something to have pride in. Which isn't a blow to me but a blow to narcissism. I'm ok. This was good because my mind gets grandiose sometimes. And, I have to much pride in my intelligence. So don't worry I'm fine:) @a_wesley_g I'm glad she opened your heart that's a very nice thing to hear about. I like that quote. I'll just know myself to be a fool because being told otherwise a narcissist ego can't hold on to that without feeling special or important. And, I don't want to feel that way I just caught a break by interacting with people I'm gonna try to extend this as long as possible and learn i have much to learn.

@joemama711 I know the feeling https://64.media.tumblr.com/9eaa95d24d560d2d3028b2c2ce3ebeec/tumblr_ovvt9i3y4b1rb2jspo2_250.gif

. When in doubt, throw it out. .

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@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

I'm going be driving about 8 hours tomorrow for Katsucon, it's gonna be a long day. It does and doesn't surprise me that there's always concurrent cons and such. Really have to pick and choose sometimes.