(11:31 AM Fri.) When I was younger I always wondered what it'd be like to do elder care. I thought that way because I've always really loved and adored the elderly since I basically could move around by myself, and also because I used to visit old folks homes on every fourth Sunday with an older church member growing up. We would offer to read a Scripture, sing hymns and pray over them if they wanted - and if not - then we'd just talk to them and ask how they've been fairing, etc. But, I never thought of actually trying it out cause I was scared I'd mess up severely somehow lol...cause the elderly are just like bigger, more coherent babies who can communicate (for the most part). I never thought I could do something like this – love or care for someone like this until my grandma started living with us. I know I've mentioned that she has Dementia, but she's continuing to decline (as it usually goes) and has started to need help using the bathroom. First I just helped watch her in the living room when our mom was busy, but then I started handling some other things like cooking breakfast/lunch/dinner depending on if our mom was busy most the day, taking her to bed...and then doing that turned to me helping her get dressed and helping her use the bathroom. I never thought the first person I'd care for would be my grandma - and honestly, I don't think I ever thought I would get to do that with anyone that wasn't my parents. And even though it's sad seeing how far she's declined...a part of me is thankful to be able to love her in such a way, a way that kid me often wondered what it'd be like to do such a thing. I think 6-8 year old me would be happy to know she's capable to love in this way, and relieved to see how it's not as hard and impossible for her as she often worried about. ❤️

https://youtu.be/b39SWaVQUoI?si=FTDuMpNtPcsHzDFn I swear if jin Taek isn't happy in the end im throwing hands.

about a week ago i named my new city project sealand and i guess its a well known country that is more like a joke. its in a anime. i had no clue. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbmc7roekSM