@neet_one Can relate. Nothing at all was perfect about my time in college, but I think fondly on it now. I went full time and had multiple part time jobs. I miss all that energy I had. A lot of it sucked, but a lot of it was also good. Happier times in general for society as well despite the War in Afghanistan.

Well, as someone who's been cheated on a decade or two ago, a lot of the behavioral signs that people think are signs of cheating are actually just signs of disinterest or broken trust. For example. The girlfriend I had about a decade or two ago thought I was the one cheating because I was growing increasingly withdrawn and disinterested in her. So there was a long period of unwarranted suspicion that never really panned out into anything. I get like that sometimes. My adhd causes me to dive way too deeply into video games and anime, and I become despondent to the rest of the world. We have this thing we kinda have trouble regulating. It's called Impulse control, coupled by a strong bias towards highly stimulating visuals. And I don't mean boobs, I mean saturated colors, dynamic fight scenes, and flashy game mechanics. And I didn't know about my demisexuality until much later in life, but that too was misread. So unless you find physical evidence like hickies/lipstick on their neck, outfits with another man's stains on them, or she give's birth to a kid that doesn't share your or her genetics, at a certain point you just kinda have to trust them, even if it looks like the same thing from that past relationship that you were hung-up on before getting into a new one. -passive aggressive leer-

Gonna re-use my Sanji Cosplay for Sugoi Expo this weekend. Got some heart glasses on the way to add to it. I am bummed that Jasson Griffith canceled, but they got Ryan Drummond as a substitute. I can finally have my copies of Sonic Adventure 1 & 2 signed! Been waiting so many years for the opportunity! ☆

7th day of halloween i hawld at the moon.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qJa_5hp06g&list=RDGMEMQ1dJ7wXfLlqCjwV0xfSNbA&start_radio=1&rv=sOnqjkJTMaA