@willworkforisekai Well, it might help if you used paragraphs to make your thoughts easier to read. I do get where you’re coming from. I went through a long period myself where I was numb to the negativity. It does let you process things with an open mind and a practical perspective. It was actually my little woman who got my heart beating again, and mostly only were she’s concerned. At some point it started getting harder and harder to turn off. Right now she’s in a rough place. She won a 2nd battle with cancer, only to have a stroke and lose her memory. She was just starting to get some back when she ended up in the ICU with her heart going into a-fib. The fear of losing the one thing that’s most precious to you. The loss of all those precious memories. It takes its toll. Yes, people want relief from the world on fire. Life is hard enough as it is. We need the moments of respite from the stress of it all. There’s a time and place for politics , but I don’t need the added stress of unwanted politics injected into everything.

@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

I'm going be driving about 8 hours tomorrow for Katsucon, it's gonna be a long day. It does and doesn't surprise me that there's always concurrent cons and such. Really have to pick and choose sometimes.

I'm leaving this site it's boring here. Wake me up when humans aren't scared to unravel and we can all catch a mean speed boost off each other. I need to be around other fighters of darkness so I can evolve. But, humanity barely disinterested with the mundane. Guess I'll just journal until humans get serious.