Hey, I'm new here. I'm 20, studying Marine Sciences at the University of Florida, and I'm half Irish / half Japanese. Big into anime (classic and new), Nintendo games, and figure collecting. I’m more of a homebody — not into partying or chasing trends. I’m here with something serious in mind. I want a traditional relationship built on loyalty, comfort, and shared values. I’d like to start a family young — one boy, one girl ideally — and raise them in a stable, thoughtful environment. I’m introverted, a bit awkward socially, but loyal to the core once I bond with someone. I live with my mom/dorm for now, but I’m working toward independence and building a peaceful life. If you’re feminine, gentle, kind, and want to raise kids while watching anime, playing games.

Here is the breakthrough I made with Jesus. I now know why us narcissist have no recollection of warmth. It's because we spent our life's performing and afraid. We never been introduced to it. The only reason warmth is breaching / reaching me because I peeled away layers of the mask. I broke the mask of perfection. But, under the false self the real self feels dead / empty. But, that's not actually the case emotions just need coaching out. It's all about memory. I had no memory of warmth because I was either to scared during tender moments. Or to scared to put myself in them. I'm now paying the price for using the false self. Because the false self only remembers it moved by fear. The real self was never exposed thus never moved thus never grew. I never felt warmth without the condition of performance. Now that I broke the mask I'm being exposed little by little and I'm beginning to form memories of warmth not fear. It's because of this new memory of warmth I realized I've been afraid my whole life. You can't pick up on warmth when your to scared performing. Because you letting fear run the show. If I stop performing I actually have a chance of having tender feelings coached out of me. So my soul can remember them. Starting over with the real self is crushing but worth it. Because the false self has no recollection of warmth it can't form it. It's to busy performing cause it's scared.

I had to do some past life regression to unlock this memory, but here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgzSyNBDLYs

Bro want to pull a Commander Shepard no pick up line no banter just... Well date, ok? We all can't be as smooth as the Commander.

https://youtu.be/6hzrDeceEKc?si=RpAH-ehzyyH5ic8M Wonderwall to me means it's the wall the person creates that seperates you from the darkness trying to get a hold of you. You listen to that person more than you do the darkness. Wonderwall is your protector that ultimately saves you from yourself. For me my gf is my Wonderwall.

Me and this guy got into a fight but our punch wouldn't hurt each other face. We were both overpowered. I knew I had more power left but the guy didn't know anything bout his power. At that point I woke up cause I knew I lost. Because the more nonchalant you are the more powerful you is. I was not bout to take a L lol.