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Dr and Dentist went okayish. I guess I have a pretty bad infection where the wisdom tooth is, so they've put me on amoxicillin to clear it. They gave me a shot of toradol for the migraine, but it didn't do much. Migraine still here, mouth still hurts. Puppy sitting honestly feels like torture right now. I just don't have the energy for a big puppy. I've been trying to get my step dad to look for the nail clippers so I can get her nails less sharp. But he's been dragging his feet on it. Like... why am I the one that has to do everything? And don't even get me started on tomorrow. It's gonna be a lot... like I can handle more at this point. And because of the pain, my schizophrenia has been wilding out. Like it fucks me up so bad to see, hear, and feel things that aren't there. I just wanna rest, but there's no such thing around here. I definitely need a holiday at the lake or something. I don't know much longer I can keep going like this. Sorry to rant, but I don't know what else to do. :(

Tomorrow I am going to the er dentist and my dr appointment. I probably won't be on all day. I hope it goes well and they're able to give me some pain meds at least until they can do an extraction. I'll have to tell them I'm a natural redhead and Novacaine didn't work on me the last time they'd tried it. :(

I knew it, you're trying to eat me! Run away! XD ~~~~~ I've found taking aceteminophen(tylenol) with gabapentin helps, but I can't take it when I need to drive. Which is most of the day. So I'm running on a dangerous amount of adrenaline and the weight of responsibility. Hopefully I'll have some more usable relief tomorrow when I go to the er dentist.~~~~ Hm. You don't get and holiday leave? Do you get regular days off? ~~~~ Hmhm. It really is hard making adjustments with diet. Especially when you have comfort foods that aren't the best for ya. I have that problem with spicy udon noodles. I've managed to make it less bad by adding vegetable and egg to it, but it's still high calorie, high carb, high sodium. I've mitigated by only eating it a few times a month. Since it's kinda hard to get around the 50 white 50 hispanic population place I live currently. We're in the same boat, so you're not alone in this. I hope the ginger and cinnamon will help you.~~~~~

NGL, I'm in so much pain, I just wanna not do anything. I can barely move, even breathing too loud hurts. I wanna just go lay down, but I know I'll just be laying in pain. For once, I'm looking forward to Monday so I can get this figured out. Even my sister refused to let me cook dinner... this fucking sucks. :(

Lol. You wouldn't say that if you saw me currently. I'm very much potato shaped. But I'm a fancy potato. I think I'm in so much pain right now that I think I'm not in pain. Must be the adrenaline kicking in to save me or something... have to go to dental er on Monday, since the receptionist I talked to said I have to. lol. Luckily my insurance covers it. But I am the only reliable driver in a 500km radius, so dunno what they're expecting me to really do. Without me mfkers don't have a job. So I gotta drive them to work, even though they still don't really pay me. I'm ranting, sorry. Brain worms or something. I can't lay down, either. Too much work to do. Are you feeling okay lately? I know the stress can really wear down the joints and nerves. Especially finding out your skirting the edges of a pretty serious condition. BTW, integrating cinnamon and ginger as much as you can handle into your diet will help you immensely. They both lower blood sugars, but they can make you hypoglycemic if you overdo it. So find a good balance. I get mine from tea once a day. Cinnamon pear black in winter, ginger peach matcha in summer. :)

Mortar and pestle is very good. And if I miss anything I have a coffee grinder I use for these sorts of things.~~~~ So far I'm seeing the bicep curls, grip trainers, and wrist stretches that are pretty good. I'll try those, too.~~~~ If you've seen my outfits before, it's things like this, because I'm a fancy, frilly, lacey, silly person. lol

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I'll have to do some experimentation, but I wonder what would happen if the chia seeds were pulverized in a mortar and pestle?~~~~ I will take pictures of the cake when we make it. I don't have any fancy cake pans, so it'll just a be a boring little sheet cake. Should still taste nice, though. The recipe is simple enough.~~~~ Hm, If you're sitting in traffic for a while, I wonder if there's little exercises you can do while sitting in a car? I drive a lot, as well(About 20hrs a week) I'll look into that and see what I can find. Ganbarimashou!(Let's do our best!) OH! Also, make sure to reward yourself when you reach your goals. For me, I'm saving up to get a really pretty outfit if I can make it to my goal weight for the year. :)

I see. I would say mastering chia seed puddings can be life changing, as the chia seed has so many benefits. I haven't made it in a long time, though. I either don't have time or don't have almond milk. x.x Anyway, oats are just as good. So I hope you'll finda buncha lazy recipes you can just set and forget. As for the meal plan/prep, I'm in that boat as well. Bestie and me are gonna try for it on Saturday, I'm gonna test a low sugar vanilla bean cake. I'll let you know if it goes well. ~~~~ I understand. The stress and uncertainty isn't helping at all. I do hope you'll survive the layoffs, though. Do you feel like your performance at your job has been good to the point the person calling the shots may see you as indispensable? ~~~~ Interesting contraption. I find just the smallest amount of time a day, even if I'm in pain or tired. It makes me feel more productive. I'm trying to train my brain to see it as a reward in itself, but matter is over the mind at the moment. Think you could make that work, too?