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yuuzora

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yuuzora
Apr 03, 26 at 4:03pm
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In order to allow more ways for people to invest in my work and request art, I've connect a PayPal account to Kofi! So if you want to help me out, you can donate and get yourself some artwork for as little as $5! In other news, my little brother is consolidating his debt, so he'll be able to help me fix the water pump leak in my car! I just need to make $25 more a month! So now's a great time to become a paid Patron! https://ko-fi.com/corutanic https://www.patreon.com/cw/rakashael/membership
yuuzora
Mar 21, 26 at 1:05am
Aye, sir. You still have me on Discord? If so, message whenever you feel like it. I check it more than I check on here. Ah, Carrie was also a movie, but let's just say she's one of those religious sociopaths that's in a cult of flat earthers and idiots who think Obama is the anti-christ but Trump is totally a nice and good. I don't like talking politics; I'm far from a leftie or a rightie, but she's a large reason why I'm firmly in the camp of Fuck the entire system.
joemama711
Maybe we can talk more either here or discord again. I mean i think a pool would just be too expensive to manage imo but if ya could sure. Im sorry ya gotta deal with a shitty mom thats the worst. I dont know the Carries mom reference i havent read a lot of books. Damn that sounds like pure slavery to work so much... Welll big money is what in striving for. Hope it works for ya
yuuzora
Mar 20, 26 at 11:06pm
I send everyone I know memes regularly. lol I'd have to look at our conversations to recall, but that sounds relatively correct. I'd love me own pool, but I don't own the house I live in. My mother does and she's a nasty cuntisaurus that makes a good stand in for Carrie's mother.(Y'know, the Stephen King novel) Yeah I should make sure the times I'll have will work. I work about 60-70hrs a week for pennies on the hour, so my time is so strained it's caused a worsening of my schizophrenic symptoms. Glad to know you're not Hikikomori anymore. Tis a damn tough life sometimes but finding community and/or friends is a life saver. Being an electrician makes good money. How far into your classes are you? Hm. I'll look more into volume eating. Maybe it'll be more my style.
joemama711
XD lmao did you send me memes? Its been awhile honestly i think the last time we talked it was about lumber jack stuff/firewood? Thats fair you gotta do what works for you, my folks have their own pool which theyll spend hundreds cleaning up later in the summer e.e. 40 a month isnt bad, i would check the schedule to see if theirs restricted no swimming times or group swimming classes that may get in the way. Thankfully i havent been a Hikkimori in 2ish years lol, i did get laid off for a month but that passed. Im just working and studying for electrician classes in the mean time. I bought a gym membership in January but i just havent made the time for it with (10 hour shidt days and getting home at 6 to sleep a hourish later). Volume eating is basically eat a buncha lpw calprie foods to fill you up along with some protein. Theirs more to it but thats a simple.gist of it. What have you been up too?
yuuzora
Mar 20, 26 at 9:43pm
Oh, I see. You little shit, not answering my memes! XD Anywhay, yeah, my house right now, I have a tiny room with no space to work out at all. I've got a lovely little nerve disease, too, so water exercises relieve a lot of the pain around my joints. The gym with a pool is like $40/month right now, so I have to save up to afford it. What have you been up to? Hikikomori stuff? lol Volume eating? Nah, I haven't heard of that.
joemama711
Hey little set backs are a part of life, you gotta figure out what works for you. If home isnt a comfortable place to work out then i see the point of going to a gym, swimmjng is lovely as well and easy on the joints! Hey there i think we did talk before, and were friends on discord. I just kinda get disattached from people easily
joemama711
Gambling addict. @joemama711 Btw you ever hear about volume eating?
yuuzora
Mar 20, 26 at 6:58pm
Sadly I actually gained weight recently due to having to increase a medication I'm taking. But I'm determined to cut calories even more to mitigate it. If I get enough Patrons this year, I'll be able to go to the gym with a pool three times a week. So hopefully that will help too. :') Also hi, I don't recall if we've talked before, but nice to meet you if we haven't. I've at least seen you around.
joemama711
Mar 20, 26 at 5:56pm
Congrats on the weight loss process!
joemama711
Mar 20, 26 at 5:56pm
Congrats on the weight loss process!
yuuzora
Mar 15, 26 at 10:33pm
If you ever want to illustrate a kid's book, I'm down. Sounds like a really cute story.
wei_ying
(1:59 AM Sun.) I was randomly thinking while I was standing in my kitchen about what I would write if I published childrens books. I mean, there's so many cute or silly stories you could do, but I really love teaching kids about more serious topics just put in a kid-friendly way. So, with that thought it mind I began to imagine a story of a little Castor Bean (where you get castor oil from). It would be a bean with cute/silly looking googly eyes drawn on it or something to really make it interesting for kids, but for those who may not know, Castor Beans have a high chance to be very dangerous to humans and animals. It contains a substance in it called Ricin, and that substance can be highly toxic and poisonous to those that don't know how to handle it properly, which bring me to the point of my story. The point of my Castor Bean story was how this little bean has been tossed around from person to person, all the wrong people at that, who always mishandled it, mistreated it or told the bean what it was based on how they perceived it due to their mishandling of it, so when (in it's defense) the little bean secreted poison and toxins, the people mishandling it threw it aside and told the Castor Bean that it was a bad one. But, along the way in the story, the Castor Bean runs into a kind herbalist, probably an older man/woman that immediately recognizes the bean for what it is and the healing properties it holds, which starts the next chapter on this herbalist showing the bean what it IS and COULD be, rather than simply telling it what it is as if it's law. Along the way, the Castor Bean moves from the herbalist to many different kinds of people, some of these people very kind but not as knowledgeable of the bean as the herbalist was, but the point of these other people is: they are willing to get to know the bean first before making preconceived notions about it. The point of the story is about many different things: how sometimes people like to tell you what you are rather than trying to show you who you could be (they never cherish the good you have, they only want to see the negative); how even though you may run into very bad people, if you allow yourself to remain open to it (the bean wasn't insistent on seeing just the bad in others because their circumstances sometimes did show them bad) you can see the good around you; it teaches that hanging around the right people grows/challenges you in ways you never expected, and that there is good and bad inside everyone. Even the Castor Bean itself still DID have the potential/means to harm others, but when the bad is all that is nurtured, that's the fruit you will see, and when the good tends to be nurtured in someone, they are more likely to do good as well. Of course that's a rough draft of the idea, it would be fleshed out more if I ever wrote a kids book, but remember to nurture the good inside yourself as well! Yes, there absolutely is/can be people in your life that positively impact you, but don't just count on them to be/do good, do it yourself so that it's not just done out of obligation, but love. ❤️
wei_ying
Floral Mommy ® @wei_ying That's so sweet of you, Yuu-Chan! But I don't think I'm in a place where I could do that rn...and I'd want to be able to pay you for any work done, that one IS a must for me. ❤️
yuuzora
yuuzora @yuuzora No worries, I understand. :)
yuuzora
Mar 13, 26 at 4:11pm
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A dire update, free for everyone to read: https://www.patreon.com/posts/more-unreleased-152954726?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link
yuuzora
Mar 06, 26 at 4:46pm
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A little life update and some unreleased art. Of course my MO buddies get a little glimpse at the artwork. You can become a Patron for free to read. https://www.patreon.com/posts/more-unreleased-152394550?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link
yuuzora
Mar 05, 26 at 11:19pm
I recently weighed myself and found I gained, not lost weight. My depression has been kicking my ass, my schizophrenia is worse, and I'm $100 short of paying my bills. Times like this I really wish I could just get off this ride called life, but funerals are too expensive and I'm not an asshole to leave my siblings in debt for that. x.x
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