Sorry I'm afk for a few days. I pinched a nerve so badly in my neck I've not been able to keep food or anything down due to the extreme vertigo. The whole room is spinning and I feel the centrifugal force of the earth is the only thing allowing me to concentrate enough to write this nearly blind. I can't walk in a straight line. It's like being the sick kinda of drunk and you feel kinda like you're gonna die. lol.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying That sounds horrible, Yuu-Chan! Take all the time you need to get better. I'll be wishing you a quick recovery. ❤️
Ghost@kuharido I hope you feel better soon. Sounds rough.
I'm out of meds, dealt with my mother's shit the last eight hours, so sorry if I haven't responded to anyone yet, I'm just kinda focused on staying sane. :')
After a few months of saving and working long hours, my online store is finally ready! It isn't much, but it's honest work. I take requests for merchandise that is not under copyright. So if you want me to draw your pets, please let me know what you want your pet drawn on! Here it is, and I hope you'll like it. Every purchase goes towards helping me get out of this abusive household. Thank you, everyone who supports me:https://corutanis-creations.printify.me/products
I'll be opening my online pop-up store tomorrow. I take requests, so long as it's not copyrighted material. I'll wait until the store is actually making steady money before I approach big companies for printing rights. Anyone want to make a suggestions?
Just putting this out here. It could take me up to a year to form a romantic bond with someone... is that too long to ask? Especially when it isn't guaranteed? Especially when the person I look for is so painfully specific? I know exactly who I want, in my inner world, I already have him. So anyone who dares try that route would have to be something extraordinary, or exactly who I'm looking for. Not what. Not if. But Who. I know who I want... but do they want me? Are they looking for me as much as I am them? How will I know it's who I am looking for? He'll like cleaning, be a decent fighter, casual musician, he's short, incredibly intelligent, has trauma that matches mine, isn't afraid of taking risks, a good leader when he has to be... so what am I bringing to this party? I like cleaning, am a decent fighter, a serious musician, I'm short, kinda smart sometimes, plenty of trauma but also the healing and coping tools to deal with it, I'm not afraid of risks at all, I am a leader and always will be, I also have the emotional intelligence he tends to lack. Is all that unrealistic? Especially when my life is NOT together in the slightest? I need friend support so badly and I'm afraid to be looked at like a romantic conquest. So being friends is a necessary first step to me. I could understand someone being afraid to be friendzoned. But if you are that person, there's no need to worry. Once I see you as a close friend, the romantic option would be open either way. Like I'd automatically give you a chance because you were my friend first. That's how it works for demis. Is that okay to ask? Am I asking too much? I'm just writing all this out because if I don't it'll eat me alive. This is sort of a safe space for me, so I'm probably going to post this to the void. Anyone who wants to comment can, and I'll to my best to understand your meaning even if it is tough advice. That's another thing I bring is that I do my best to be reasonable and rational, with schizophrenia reality is already hard enough to tell apart, so that can be hard. Which is why a rational, thinker-type person will work well with me. I'll appreciate your opinions and consider them very carefully.
Pete Zahut@criselington You do what you got to do and take your time. You'll find your person and y'all can be the fun sized duo.
Rose Mommy ®@wei_ying I agree with Viking babe in a sense...I can understand worrying about waiting too long and being concerned on if that other person will lose interest-and I'm not saying this for pity but in seriousness-but with the traumas you may have, it sounds perfectly reasonable to want to wait a year (shorter or longer if you want to even) to wait to see if said person would be a good romantic partner. Again, I can understand worrying about the person losing interest or something (especially if you like them) and even imagining possible disappointment if you decide to not go through with wanting a relationship, BUT in my mind if they respect/love/care about you enough then they'll respect your boundaries and time it may take for you to get to a decision. Communication is key, if you also end up liking someone enough to even lessen time then it's fine to talk about it with them, but whatever decision you make, take your time to do so! Especially for romance, it truly is such a serious and precious thing, I personally think it's better to take time on things than rush in too quickly...but maybe that's just my opinion, Yuu-chan. Try not to beat yourself up about it too hard, 'kay? ❤️
Veru@verucassault I'm a bleeding romantic that says that a person who loves you would invest in the time and take the risk and a person who wouldn't isn't worth the time. Matters of the heart can be as simple or complicated as you make them. You know it takes you a while to form a bond, you know what you're looking for. I see no reason to settle if that's what you want. In this situation I would just hope that person would like me as much to take the gamble. That's part of the excitement and thrill of love at first, not knowing how it's going to end up, fable or folly.
Ghost@kuharido Seems reasonable, you got to know if you really get along with someone. that takes time to grow. it takes me a long time to develop a connection too.
It isn't much, but it's honest work.
I take requests for merchandise that is not under copyright. So if you want me to draw your pets, please let me know what you want your pet drawn on!
Here it is, and I hope you'll like it.
Every purchase goes towards helping me get out of this abusive household. Thank you, everyone who supports me:https://corutanis-creations.printify.me/products
Anyone want to make a suggestions?
Here's what I have so far:https://corutanis-creations.printify.me/products