New Year's Eve Mommy ®

Grab a cup of chai and gather around. So today I got confessed to. Like an hour ago. By a girl I also really like. We met in my college farewell party. I was called onto the stage but my hands were messy because I was cutting cake. She cleaned my hands with her scarf and we became friends. Things were going super smooth. She doesn't watch but she watches the stuff I show interest in. I was talking about Vinland Saga and she started watching it. Then I was talking about Jujutsu Kaisen and she started watching it. I had developed feelings for her but I knew it would never work out cuz she's Muslim and I don't believe I'm God. An hour ago she confessed. We were just talking and she asked if I have anyone I want to confess to and I said nope. I asked the same question and she said "you". I was speechless XD. As we were talking about what we wanted to do, I almost said fuck it and wanted to tell her I like her too. But I came back to my senses and realized things would get VERY UGLY if she finds out I don't believe in God. So I told her I can't date her because of this reason. She handled it well. At least I think she did. I don't know how she's feeling but I hope she's alright. I hope I can stay friends with her