vectorphresh

46 year old Male

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vectorphresh @mrvee

Jan 20, 26 at 9:10pm

vectorphresh @mrvee

Jan 20, 26 at 5:46am

I hear ya. The kind of Inner work that feels like a voyage into deep space… that you gotta plan for the trip back. I went down the rabbit hole plenty and faced some dark nights. Came to an understanding about the universe, but no more hard reboots… meditation only these days.

Anyone ever experimented/experiments with drugs at any point?

WillWorkForIsekai @willworkforisekai commented on Anyone ever experimented/experiments with drugs at any point?

WillWorkForIsekai @willworkforisekai

Jan 20, 26 at 3:13am

My ex gf introduced me to weed. Weed is tight. I smoked everyday for a year straight. I'm thankful for weed because it caused my narcissist collapse. Bruh should know what the weed he gave me did. Call that shit unstoppable death explosion rebirth Pack. When I was low self awareness weed was fun. Now that I'm high self awareness I micro dose weed because I respect the drug I only use it to loosen the ego for deep inner work. But, I'm to pussy I like when the ego breaks but don't want to force it that's why I just gently tap the ego and see the size of the leak and can I handle it. I want a flood but I don't want to do it. But, I did alot of ego destruction I don't need anymore I would experiment and test the waters to get work done but I have schizophrenia so I stopped smoking if I didn't have it I would still be smoking. I wanna let in some of the pain from the deepest corners of my mind. Just leaks though to bad I have stupid voices.

vectorphresh @mrvee Sometimes it’s too much for me too, and I’ve been through enough pain to fill a few lifetimes. That’s the reason I know, because I can’t explain how I got here or why I held on to my beliefs through it all. All experiences help us grow, and sounds like you’re on a similar journey. I like to say I set the game to ‘hard mode’ before I started. A good game well played to us both.

vectorphresh @mrvee

Jan 03, 26 at 7:29pm

Writing from my Instagram @phreshcreates

vectorphresh @mrvee

Aug 14, 23 at 5:11am

I'm a big fan of Animal Crossing, so I got inspired to create a character in a similar style. Planning to work on rigging it soon!

vectorphresh @mrvee

May 18, 23 at 11:08pm

I’m still planning to play at launch, although I was bummed to not be able to play early.

What game are you currently playing?

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Swifty @verucassault

May 17, 23 at 1:08pm

I said I was not pre-ordering ever again after Cyberpunk. I bought Diablo IV though. *cries* Their server test worked well for marketing.

vectorphresh @mrvee

Mar 31, 23 at 6:49pm

https://youtu.be/QuY7ztfBdKE

[Frick Atlanta] @joemama711 Lol but why

vectorphresh @mrvee Lol… I’ve told my friends for years AI media is the future. Just thought I’d share… These ‘Balenciaga’ vids are too funny.

[Frick Atlanta] @joemama711 XD im all for more automation.

vectorphresh @mrvee

Mar 17, 23 at 2:43am

Jaime Lee Curtis is fun to watch in that one. The scene's funny because all you’re thinking as you watch it is “how long can this go on? Something’s gotta give”. And of course it does, with more hilarity.

Mommy’s Random Thoughts

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Cookie Mommy ® @wei_ying

Mar 17, 23 at 2:06am

(3:04 AM Fri. Mar 17th) I’m watching True Lies and I am dying from secondhand embarrassment when the woman in the movie (I forgot her name in the movie) is trying to act like a prostitute and be all sexy XD. I don’t know why I feel secondhand embarrassment so strongly but I literally paused that part of the movie to come here and talk about it so I could give myself a break! It really is a hilarious scene but I am also dying from embarrassment (and laughter) at the woman... someone please help me! Edit: 3:19 AM— Y’all she was putting on a show for the “customer” and she fell.... amsmsmmckc! She fell and I am laughing and dying once again, I am an embarrassed cryer so if I ever tried to act sexy and failed miserably I would just lie on the floor crying XD.

Cookie Mommy ® @wei_ying I haven’t finished the scene yet... I paused it until I felt like I could finish it again XD. Which isn’t anytime soon since it’s 5:04 AM and I still haven’t finished it

vectorphresh @mrvee

Mar 02, 23 at 6:17pm

This is an interesting take. I had not considered the impacts to society until now.

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Disdain for Plebs @nebelstern

Mar 02, 23 at 5:03pm

I am tolerant to Christianity and Islam mainly because of their contributions to the societies they spread. Christianity (Catholicism and Orthodoxy) was successful in maintaining the structure of the Romans and made much progress to science, law, politics and even aesthetics. Sure, Protestantism came, but even them had good contributions to the west as a whole. Unfortunately, the blight of puritanism proposes to destroy everything that makes Christianity an intellectually civilized religion and is very prominent in parts of the anglosphere and some african countries. Pity. Was Catholic some years ago, but decided to regress to mere Theism, as I am not sympathetic to Christendom (although I find it preferable than complete secularization). But mad respect to them, despite being an Abrahamic religion.

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