Damn this is something so hard to deal with and it's making me so sad hearing people struggling and how they ruining themselves even more because even if you tell them what it is and how to deal with it they won't understand what so ever, it's such a bad emotional illness and I want to help and feel so bad because i can't do anything especially online were you can just hope they stay on and answer, that makes me sick seen such a kind funny person going down into pieces it breaks my soul. Just *sigh*

It should say Dragon Quest of the Stars. It’s an IOS/Android game and it is super addicting. It has good graphics especially for the equipment.

There's a lot of really lovely advice and words of wisdom in this thread. IMO you shouldn't be basing your self worth on what you're lacking. Majority of people don't get a job related to what they studied in college - they also had to start somewhere. Having a gf should not be your priority if you lack stability. Try to stop wasting your time regretting a past you can't change and think what you want to achieve by age 35.

I can tell you exactly where they are in btw.. LOL.. Go in, go to the left of the store to the frozen food isles. It's at the very end at the corner of the fish market and Japanese/Korean food isles. That way if you go you don't have to spend time looking. They are pretty pricey tho for ramen. $3-5 for a package. They come with 2 servings.

Intimating ;-; because they think im too cool to approach and i would ignore them. Either this or im super innocent. When i say a curse word people often are surprised and say "thats the first time i have heard you curse". Sometimes i get compliments and people saying im handsome, but it also leads to people thinking im super popular with women.