You do not need to trust girls but you need to doubt them. Let them know everything about you is like reading you like a book. Don't let yourself too easy to be read but don't let it too hard also. Girls are different from us boys being simple. It also depend on what do you see them and what make yourself attract them. Love has nothing to do with what you want since love has long gone the river. There is no such thing as love anymore just find a girl that you have fun with and if you feel good with her then you can commit to the relationship. Being serious will only backfire you since girls do not like it too serious. It is sad but true girls never care about their partner but themselves. Girls decide whether they want you or not. Not the boys opinion and will never will. Your opinion don't matter what makes them happy is what matter.

I just caught up with Charlotte. Shit was NOTHING that I expected. Loved it. Now I'm debating if I should watch GATE

I am Bralmas, lord of the sith, Jedi padawan, and the wanderer of worlds. In my youth, I was taken in my a Jedi Master whose name I do not know. He saw something in me that I could not see. I was taken in with other young ones, and we were to be taken to a temple to begin our training. But all that changed when a warrior called a Darth Maul attacked. My master and his apprentices fought him, but failed. I escaped the bloodshed and put the Jedi in the back of my mind. For many moons after, I wandered the galaxy, hoping to find purpose and my own well being. I eventually found my self on the sixth planet of the high system. I sensed an energy unlike anything I'd experienced before. I vowed to seek it out. After tireless months of searching, I located an ancient temple buried beneath the frozen ground. Blackened and crumbling, the temple had to be centuries old. I explored the temples inner workings until I sensed the energy again. That same energy lead me to a room filled with strange pyramid shaped boxes. Curiously made me reach out to touch one of the objects, which revealed a strange and powerful message. This temple was home to ancient sith lords. The recording contained lessons, history, and ancient text. I had never felt such power, and I craved more. I spent the next seven years on that frozen world, carefully learning everything the strange boxes could teach me. Finally, I had reached the last box, which I later learned was called a holocron. The recording showed a hooded sith, I could only tell the sith was male. It instructed me to built my weapon, a lightsaber. The holocron then opened to reveal a assortment of different parts and a red glowing crystal. Remembering all I had learned, my weapon was constructed in minutes. The holocron then projected several sith, all different in appearance. It said these were the sith masters who guarded this temple, and only by defeating them, could be named a true sith lord. I was perplexed on how I was supposed to fight holograms, that is until one almost struck me. I couldn't believe it, these masters were real. But I could feel the power growing within me, and I would use it to strike down any and all who would stop me from completing my trial. The battle lasted for what seems like days, until I finally struck the last master down. But then, the masters hologram faded to reveal a specialized droid. I knew they couldn't be the real masters, but they fought just as strongly. The hologram then ignited a lightsaber and walked over to me, and ask me to kneel. I still remember the words it spoke. "By striking down the weak, and proving your true power, you are at last a Sith lord and a Darth. What will be thy name to strike fear into the heart of the weak." I simply said "Bralmas" "Arise Darth Bralmas, for you are the last of the ancient acolytes, go forth and may the dark side destroy all in your path" After that, the hologram simply turned off and then short circuited. I had never felt so powerful, and yet, I still felt as if I hadn't gained anything. But I pushed the thought into the back of my mind and started gathering the ancient holocrons, I refused to let such ancient knowledge rot in an abandoned temple. After I put the last of the ancient data boxes on my ship, I left the frozen world in hopes of finally a new challange. I could sense that I would soon encounter ones that would give me just that, though, I had no idea of where that path would lead me.

Character I'd be fighting: Ainz Ooal Gown http://vignette1.wikia.nocookie.net/overlordmaruyama/images/2/2b/Ainz_Ooal_Gown_Anime.png Location of Battle: My Bed Line before battle: http://i827.photobucket.com/albums/zz192/Gomenasai-Ai/images%203_zpsdxy67vx9.jpg Tune playing while in battle: http://youtu.be/8s6xmolPuUo Line After Battle: (Ima victory dance it) http://media.giphy.com/media/X87RFC0oNwAi4/giphy.gif

September 27th 1,900 hours We barely made it out there's hundreds maybe thousands of them. You know those super heros you read about in books imagine that but turned into a flesh eating monster. There's armies of running the streets everybody's dead or one of them. My name is Byan, I'm one of the few that survived the first siege least that's what everyone's calling it. My town used to have a population of over 500. There's only four of us left. We were airlifted out by the Coast Guard. I took us to a old military fort, from back when they were rounding up all the Japanese around he United States. We all thought it be safe, they said it was armed to the teeth and the soldiers had been through hell many times. Safe not even close. Almost all soldiers were infected and didn't even know it. The fort came alive almost as soon as we arrived. Hundreds of infected started coming up from the lower levels of the fort, ripping apart anyone and anything that they could find. Now I don't know what we're supposed to do. Are pilot told us that was a another Fort farther north, I swear I'm praying to God that it still standing.

I don't know that I have a set criteria that one must meet or check all the boxes as it were. I just like sweet, true, confident, independent (which can still be had under circumstances where one as an adult lives with family) and truly has a caring spirit that everyone can see. I'm not sure if I have that now, but so far she's the closest to all those things that I've been with. One should never compromise core values for the sake of settling, but one should be open to new ideas and personalities. Think of a relationship as a friendship. What kind of a true friend do you want? Of course lest we forget, there should be sexual chemistry too. Sex can and should be about so much more than mere animalistic instinct or just for the sake of self gratification. Sex is just as deep (pun slightly intended) of a connection as any emotional or psychological/intellectual connection.