I won’t lie. This site has been a series of ups and downs in my life. Made my account back in 2016 or so meeting friends that I still game with today and made lots of memories. It led me to have canon events that taught me valuable life lessons. 10 years later here I am fully grown and having my life together when I was so confused and uncertain when I came here. If I could pour a shot for this site as a memorial, I would! Rest in peace MO. Mai-Otaku

Had a dream me and my dad was attacked by cougars. The first one I grabbed it's face when it lunged and the other 2 men helped me after a while butchering it while I was still holding on it. We saw three more cougars by that time I was lusting after the kill because it made me feel strong. But my father left in the van before me while I was telling my exploits to the family I chased after him suddenly the van crashed into some bushes I was lost for words and didn't know what happen suddenly ghost face popped up from behind the bushes and I was immediately stabbed in my side and hoisted up and I woke up. My take away from that story is instead of lusting for more kills and to feel more powerful from seeing a life being taken or taking a life I'm reminded of that MGMT - Kids song where he says control yourself take only what you need from it. A sense of control would of been perfect the cougars could also kill us 2. I'm unsure if we were out of danger. But, we could of tried to get out of danger. Maybe there was a hint of protection there but it was mostly lust. But, now I understand why people lust to kill something. Cause it makes them feel powerful. Good thing I got that data in a dream and not have to experience first hand. Most of these cops and ice agents just want to kill something they lust for it. When I first joined the Army I lusted for it aswell when I went to Afghanistan. Till I found out not everyone there wants to kill me or is a enemy and I snapped out of it. Behind a man that lusts to kill is a man who feels powerless.

Son, do you know what you've done? Been several years, and some. There's nothing I can gain hearin' the words of a dead man. Don't want a part of your redemption arc. I can't hurry the stars no matter how you extend hands.

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The same political leaders who hate others and don't give grace. Would not last under that same microscope and measure. The government stopped believing in giving grace to it's citizens. And, the people were fooled into thinking we or others don't deserve grace by a billionaire but the billionaire does. But the political leader does. But, we don't deserve grace. There mouths are filled with hatred and they say nothing involving grace. A narcissist is on TV not giving grace when everyone can see his flaws. How can one of the most broken man on the planet do that and be so out of touch. We'll not everyone can see his flaws most people are to busy looking at others flaws to notice his. Hatred makes some people feel at home. And, some people see themselves in these political leaders and billionaires. You can be under a microscope but billionaires and political leaders distort the lense at which you see them and it works for the most part. Not everyone can see them. As a narcissist I know the trick of distorting the lense people see you. You don't want them to see all of you just little parts you want them to see that you oked to be saw. This spear of influence is filled with distorted images they wish you to see and believe. It's curated. Always has been. They distort a person or group image so you feel less bad about not caring about them when something bad happens. They distort a group image so you feel inclined to care about them more than the other group. Never if ever do you get the full image. Most of time the distorted images portrayed is how I'm better than you. You may get caught up online and think maybe they are better than me but that's just a curated selective image to make you focus on your inferiority and there perfection it's not the whole image. The truth is we all fall short. No man is perfect. Everyone scared if they don't curate and distort the image they will lose the power to fool everyone and themselves that they are perfect and others imperfections make them beneath them.

The devil ain't nothing but a hater he don't think humans deserve grace. Good thing it's a free gift that can't be earned. How many can still give out grace to another when it's being abused not many. That's how faithful his love is. His mercies is new every morning. Grace is giving someone kindness when they don't deserve it. How amazing is God. Kindness and grace is being drowned out by hate because people want to be less like God and more like the devil. Tbh grace wasn't even in my thoughts until recently till I understood how much grace I get from God and others when I don't deserve it or haven't even earned it. Now I'm thinking about my approach to how I talk to people because truly I have been pretty graceless in my words. The voices aka schizophrenia aka demons have me under a pretty big microscope just hating on me. I may be a narcissist who doesn't feel to the beautiful extent normal people do. But, I kinda put two and two together it hurts being under a microscope and being judged without grace. Considering how long I been tortured it never came to me the importance of grace. When I say as a narcissist I'm stunted trust me. It has most definitely been a ride with God making a way every time. I just wonder why I couldn't put 2 and 2 together quicker maybe because we struggle with things outside of self. Now I have a understanding of how others feel. I didn't mean to put others under a microscope and judge so harshly without grace. I hope I didn't hurt anybody here with my rantings. I have much to learn in my walk with Jesus. I'm just happy I can conceive how my words could make others feel. I couldn't do that before. Matthew 7 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. If God used the measure I use I would be cooked I just recently called others pitiful but it didn't click to me how that might make a person feel. Wait a moment new information is opening up to me and correcting what I thought was right this is nice. I didn't even know it could hurt others. Even though I get called all kinds of names by the voices. It just never clicked until recently. How crazy is that that I could be so out of touch. It's ok long as I'm in touch now. Romans 5:20 Now the law came in to increase the trespass, but where sin increased, grace abounded all the more