Do you consider yourself a good person?

While people tend to like me, they often mistake my optimism for some sort of insanity, kind of enforcing the idea that I'm a bad person who's too fucked in the head to be around real people. I'm always able to find light, and to laugh my pains away like nothing. I'm not evil. People just brand me that way. Edit: there are a few fingers to be pointed. If you want me to point them at you guys just say so LOL

I'm always told I am offline, but I have an impulse toward empathy. For me, going out of my way to help someone is second nature, and sociopathy is alien to me. I can read people, and when they're hurting, I (unintentionally) share that feeling, thus end up adding to my own stress when I do harm. So I have a bias toward doing no harm and considering the feelings of others when making my decisions. That's not the same as do good. I likewise am not a very worldly person, so for me, not smoking or drinking doesn't put me on a pedestal, it just means I found other things to fill the void besides physical substances. The demisexuality likewise means I'm less inclined to treat women like a sexual outlet. That doesn't strike me as virtuous in any way, I just need to be close before I can even think of someone that way. In my opinion, to be good, you must be proactive. So no. I am not good. Don't measure me to any societal standards, because the way that I'm mentally compartmentalized and neurologically built uniquely puts me at an uneven playing field from than those who truly control their urges and set their vices and temptations aside in an effort to make life better for others.