Anonymous Confessions -Ultimatix-

@971 I like male GD better but I think if GD was actually a female I’d love to have her as a friend ^^. @974 @kuharido you two are too curious XD and it’s really not that interesting really :3. @979- 980 wow! W-why did you word the first one that way!? XD

@986 a biter? From what I recall... I don’t think he’s bitten me before (my memory sucks so maybe he has and if he did he doesn’t bite much). He does however have control issues sksksk isn’t that right @gdmh39

996. I know it may sound cheesy and it may not make sense, but I needed to write this. So many emotions. Being human is amazingly insane to me. Right now, my heart isn’t pounding too hard, but my heart hurts. I feel pain. I just finished watching the Amazing Spider-man 2 movie, and oh wow, it’s actually really amazing. But, not for the superficial reasons. I am so impressed with the message it gets across. I’m so inspired that I decided to write right now, tonight, even though I haven’t written in a while. And, I’m going to start changing that too. I’ve realized, the trick behind positivity. I’ve spent so much of my life, fearful, scared, nervous, worried. Even sadness. Loneliness. To its depths. It hurts so much. Too much sometimes. Because of this, I do what I can to control, anything I can. So the hurt doesn’t have to feel so bad. So the anxiety doesn’t get too bad. But, I think I’ve lost the true purpose of what I was trying to do. I get so lost in the hurt and negativity, I don’t know where to look, what to do. Anymore. I’ve realized that positivity isn’t going to make the hurt hurt any less than it will. It’s not going to take the pain away. Or maybe in some cases, it might. But for most cases, it’s gonna hurt regardless of what you can do in that moment. But, the one thing you can rely on is change. Change in the world, change in your feelings, change with each passing second, minute. It will change. I get so stuck on negativity I don’t know how else to think, I forget hope exists because it feel like it isn’t there. I can’t see hope because I don’t believe it. If I don’t have any hope in my life, I can be that change. I can be the start of that hope. I can do it myself. It doesn’t have to be much. Just one thought. And, I’m sure just that one thought, that there is hope, and it does exist, might just start the seedlings for a whole wave of positive changes in your life. Hope doesn’t change what is lost, or stop the mistakes from being made. But it’s the single meaning in life that you need, that you can’t be you without. You can’t live life without. It’s so important. Pain is going to hurt. Sorrow will come. Unhappiness will come. And the painful, lonely times will come too. But, happiness, joy, love, will all come as well. Life is going through those emotions and feelings, walking those paths, and going through it all. No need to stop or force anything. No need to be perfect either. Just be you. Being you, following what you feel, is going to bring you down the path you need. The path that is just right for you. And hope, is going to be your guiding light. I am so grateful for this movie, I wish I could write out more words in a more eloquent manner to really express how I feel at this moment. But, to do my best, I’m sad. I feel pain right now. I feel hurt because there are things in my life at this moment that make me feel sad. And, because it’s so hard for me to let myself go, to let myself be in my emotions, I ignore them. So they can tend to bottle up a bit. But that’s okay, that’s just me. And, I’m doing my best. I do my best everyday as much as I can, so it’s okay. As long as I keep hope and try my best to stay positive, it will always be okay. No matter what, it will always be okay. But, I also realize that this pain I feel is apart of life, and it’s okay to feel this way. It’s alright to be sad. It’s okay to have things affect you. But, If I feel that I’m lonely or that things are so bad that I’m unable to get back up for awhile, I’m unable to see for awhile. I know that sometimes the gravity of life can be that sometimes, and that’s okay. As long as I always be here for myself. I’ll stay by my side, and be the hope I need for myself. If I can’t find it anywhere, even if everything seems hopeless, I can start that change, and be that change I need. It really will be okay. I know it may sound cheesy and it may not make sense, but I needed to write this. So many emotions. Being human is amazingly insane to me. Right now, my heart isn’t pounding too hard, but my heart hurts. I feel pain. I just finished watching the Amazing Spider-man 2 movie, and oh wow, it’s actually really amazing. But, not for the superficial reasons. I am so impressed with the message it gets across. I’m so inspired that I decided to write right now, tonight, even though I haven’t written in a while. And, I’m going to start changing that too. I’ve realized, the trick behind positivity. I’ve spent so much of my life, fearful, scared, nervous, worried. Even sadness. Loneliness. To its depths. It hurts so much. Too much sometimes. Because of this, I do what I can to control, anything I can. So the hurt doesn’t have to feel so bad. So the anxiety doesn’t get too bad. But, I think I’ve lost the true purpose of what I was trying to do. I get so lost in the hurt and negativity, I don’t know where to look, what to do. Anymore. I’ve realized that positivity isn’t going to make the hurt hurt any less than it will. It’s not going to take the pain away. Or maybe in some cases, it might. But for most cases, it’s gonna hurt regardless of what you can do in that moment. But, the one thing you can rely on is change. Change in the world, change in your feelings, change with each passing second, minute. It will change. I get so stuck on negativity I don’t know how else to think, I forget hope exists because it feel like it isn’t there. I can’t see hope because I don’t believe it. If I don’t have any hope in my life, I can be that change. I can be the start of that hope. I can do it myself. It doesn’t have to be much. Just one thought. And, I’m sure just that one thought, that there is hope, and it does exist, might just start the seedlings for a whole wave of positive changes in your life. Hope doesn’t change what is lost, or stop the mistakes from being made. But it’s the single meaning in life that you need, that you can’t be you without. You can’t live life without. It’s so important. Pain is going to hurt. Sorrow will come. Unhappiness will come. And the painful, lonely times will come too. But, happiness, joy, love, will all come as well. Life is going through those emotions and feelings, walking those paths, and going through it all. No need to stop or force anything. No need to be perfect either. Just be you. Being you, following what you feel, is going to bring you down the path you need. The path that is just right for you. And hope, is going to be your guiding light. I am so grateful for this movie, I wish I could write out more words in a more eloquent manner to really express how I feel at this moment. But, to do my best, I’m sad. I feel pain right now. I feel hurt because there are things in my life at this moment that make me feel sad. And, because it’s so hard for me to let myself go, to let myself be in my emotions, I ignore them. So they can tend to bottle up a bit. But that’s okay, that’s just me. And, I’m doing my best. I do my best everyday as much as I can, so it’s okay. As long as I keep hope and try my best to stay positive, it will always be okay. No matter what, it will always be okay. But, I also realize that this pain I feel is apart of life, and it’s okay to feel this way. It’s alright to be sad. It’s okay to have things affect you. But, If I feel that I’m lonely or that things are so bad that I’m unable to get back up for awhile, I’m unable to see for awhile. I know that sometimes the gravity of life can be that sometimes, and that’s okay. As long as I always be here for myself. I’ll stay by my side, and be the hope I need for myself. If I can’t find it anywhere, even if everything seems hopeless, I can start that change, and be that change I need. It really will be okay.

@996 your post was so long it kinda broke the spread sheet. I think I got it all https://c.tenor.com/F6ekeSqr9OsAAAAC/renge-shrug.gif

@997 you got to be baka...thought you were someone else so I was hostile AF to you. I don't expect her to cheat at all. Don't twist my words. She was even streaming looking at your post last night and mine saying how pathetic and lonely you must be posting like this anonymously. I will give you a tip buddy, no one likes a passive aggressive little shit like yourself. Kys in the most dumb ass way possible please. Do the world a favor. <3

I don't really see much point in cheering on or hoping for the demise of someone's relationship. Just seems very petty and childish and reeks of jealousy tbh since they have nothing better to do with their time than write an anonymous troll post.

@996 it is normal to be hopeless, sad and in despair, it's part of what it means to be human, just remember that you can rely in others when the struggle becomes too much to handle