Random thoughts...

I was advised that the longer it hurts me the longer is gonna take for someone new to come into my life. I’m really trying hard. Always smiling always doing my best I am in the back of my mind. I still hear her laughing with the guy in the background of a phone call about me... I want my happy ending too

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Nw_cdqQHGA8 That's how I feel... You need a wall. A noice thiiiiic wall to bounce things off of, in all due respect

How much are they? Lol I don't like yelling normally but if I finally was able to yell and let it all out maybe then I will feel better.

Ironically, there's one near the mental hospital place I was at a while back called "The mad house." and it's...$20 for a 5min session!!! Aha... No... An emphatic hell no, too.lol Just yell. It won't solve anything, but it's free.lol

@solid_snake95 You will always be welcomed, and I'll be cheering you on from here. *sigh* I wish I was rich already :(. I could pay for everyone to go to a rage room as a get together of sorts...it's a very unconventional first meeting for some, but it could be fun lol.

Pretty sure I could pay someone around me $20 for the whole day to demolish broke down vehicles in their yard.lol It's just the whole "legality" and "liability" thing that makes it tricky.lol