Gabriel

Gabriel @gabriel_true To be honest I'm not sure the connection either. I would hope the people I had an interest in were of a healthy point of view about themselves. True, I've reached out to those that were treating themselves poorly and wasn't always successful in helping them realize their own potential. However there were those that did and that was all I could wish for. As for myself, though I indulge in self deprecating humor, my own POV of me is that I do have value. So I'm not someone to say, "I'm garbage." (Insert Aleph comment here) I've hated the idea of admitting that I am subject to depression, but over time I recognized there are clear signs in my behavior. I would agree that I'm afflicted by generational trauma that may influence specific actions I choose to perform. However I don't consider myself a victim or socially disabled from connecting with others. I'm always caring about others, yet I know enough to separate myself from another's trauma if I can tell someone has unfortunately broken all connection to reality and has crossed a dangerous line. (Physical violence/ Stalking/ criminal activity.) Luckily I've only found myself in the direct line of fire a couple of times in my life. That being the case I don't hate those people or myself for doing what I could in that moment. Nor do I blanket future interactions as being grounds for the same. Hopefully this clarification helped to better illuminate the POV I take when dealing with others. Especially those who suffer psychologically with depression.

lei @amarantha Ah I remember now. I think you posted in one of the forums a meme as well about not being chosen or chosen last somethin like that. I forgot but its like sticker note on someone. And I found that funny asf. And when I saw that meme Im almost like haha almost same vibe. I didnt mean to post it as your own POV or anyone elses. No harm intended. :’)

Gabriel @gabriel_true All the harm. No forgiveness. *cries woefully*

lei @amarantha NOOOOO please hahahuehue yer precious :<

Gabriel @gabriel_true Thanks!

Gabriel @gabriel_true If only I understood this reference.