I don't want to be that guy but once ur out of school it's like 10 times harder to get into a relationship if you live in a small area. I myself only just had a date on Friday the 13th and was dumped the next day over the phone via text. When I was in hs i put very little into dating except this one girl but she didn't like me like that she said I was a big bro. Now I wish I had something in hs vs now or later. It feels like you've been the last choice and if you don't do collage or tech you won't meet people. I hope you have it better for now and the future take what the world gives you with some salt and try to keep going. My advice is to look for the guys that are showing interest in you and think about if you want to be with them. I know it's stupid but some guys are babies and don't like being asked out but if you do and they say no then it's okay they may like you but they want to ask you out so give hint's that you still like them. The other thing is people changer there minds so maybe ask again later and see if they have changed how they feel about it.

Hi sadweeb lets be friends and chat or whatever. I like anime alot and drawing. My favourite anime Assassination Classroom.