I'm new hear and i'm just looking for some friends that also likes anime and if I could be so lucky I would like to find a girlfriend also

(7:04 PM Sat.) I'm crying over a heart that was given to me today. I haven't been doing my best internally lately...I keep doubting myself about certain things happening in my life recently and, in all honesty, just being a huge jerk to me. It's something I have been really fighting against and yesterday I just went to sleep early (for me anyway) and silently cried myself to sleep (I didn't want my sisters to hear me). Before I drifted off, I remember asking God to truly just help me with myself, because I know I am my own biggest enemy most days tbh...and I even told Him that sometimes I feel like I don't hear Him anymore or He's not listening to me (which I know isn't true, but I felt honesty with God is better since He knows it all). Today, after our mom came home from grocery shopping with our baby brother, she rushed downstairs and burst into the closet I was sitting in (cause it's cold over here recently), excitement on her face as she cups something in her hands. She tells me that she almost forgot to give this to me, but she found it after exiting the store she went to (which is truly surprising as our mom hates picking up random items from the ground outside) and really felt like I needed this item. My mom un-cups her hands and within them is a bedazzled heart (I really love hearts/heart-shaped things). It's kind of dented in one corner and is missing exactly three sparkles, to which mom apologized for giving me someone else's junk, but...she truly doesn't know how much I love it and needed it. God immediately spoke to me after my mom shut the door...He said that He always hears me and loves me. That just in the way that my mom looked at that dirty, slightly worn and busted heart on the ground but still saw the value in it, that He still sees value in me no matter how battered and weary I may feel at the moment. So, yeah, I am forever treasuring this little heart I've been gifted forever. ❤️

Man, I still have those songs I wrote and I'm really happy with them, but I just have such AI fatigue of hearing half-assed AI slop on youtube. I can now make short animated 2d AI gens which could add some flair to my songs but it would be my worst nightmare to release some AI slop. Even with the paid annual subcription I have for video gens it's probably going to take me at least 2 months to save up the credits to make enough animations for a single song. Someday, though.

Hello everyone it's nice to meet you all.^_^ I'm a always happy girl when I watch anime or don't. I really hope you all can be friend's with me if you want haha, I love meeting new people.