my suicide attempt wasn't caused by other people, it was caused by me switching anti depressants too quickly. my body kinda went on autopilot though i was aware of what wad happening. i walked into my step-dad's room, found his 9mm, put it to my head and pulled the trigger. luckily my deranged subconscious didn't know enough to check if it wad loaded. other than that, i used to contemplate suicide all the time it was like an escapist fantasy that i could flirt with when i was feeling depressed. it's like, no more feelings forever? sign me up! but i'm not like that anymore.

when i was like 6 i flipped upside down in a kiddie pool with a life saver on me. i couldn't right myself and i almost drowned.

i've been in a long distance relationship for about a month and a half. it started out great, but the more we fell in love the more i regretted saying anything to her to begin with because the longing is gruesome. not the longing for sex, just physical contact like cuddling and hugs. i need that in my life. so i'm probably going to end the relationship soon.

I am new and i love everything Japanese! I especially love Pokémon though! Nice to meet you all!

I also love this. Love the song, anime, transitions, and story the AMV itself tells http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbWG0ebw6b8 Penguindrum is an amazing anime, if you haven't seen it, I definitely recommend it if you want a good, somewhat mindfuck romance anime

"I'm not a lolicon! It just happens the girl I feel in love with happened to be a loli." A quote for Yotsunoha

Hi there! Hope you have a great time here and avoid shin and jin (they are a nasty couple) Hope we can be friends ^_^