Hey, hang in there man. Keep moving foreward. Even if the pavement leads nowhere. Only way for it to become something-- Is if you put the effort into evolving it. I'm a pretty depress guy myself. Even now-- Its tough to deal with. Honestly-- I feel the same way; about being worthless and next to nothing. Its rather tough. But! Remain strong!

Awww I'm sorry, I think I'll be leaving here shortly too. Not because I can't find a GF but because there are to many people here. I don't understand interpersonal relationships. I only know how to take but not give. if I give I usually give to much which then becomes annoying from what I've been told. Human communication is to difficult for me to understand.

@Jason: Yeah I guess we don't agree and it's fine. I just want to be ignorant of death and hope it comes and goes quickly. Bad endings remind me of Hatsune Miku, she'll always be 16 while her fans grow old and die and she lives forever. It's kinda like if your immortal you'll always be tormented by the deaths of your loved ones no matter what for eternity. I'd rather not live like that. When I think about that I'm kinda glad I'm still single and girls don't like my childish attitude.