Confessions

I have finally reached the threshold of knowledge to where I have become dangerous and gotta slow my role a massive degree. So I can no longer share what's on my mind for fear people won't be able to handle the information the benefits do no outway the harm it could cause. I finally understand that it's better to shut up and talk about anime and stuff here. Anybody excited for Kenpachi Bankai and Yoruichi cat form in the bleach new season?

My gf said I gave her butterflies and drew a little picture of us. Shit makes me wanna kill myself being next to something so pure. Also, makes me glad that I make her happy. I gotta step my game up to be worthy. I know I'm enough. Just like I told her she is enough to me. So I shouldn't feel like I don't deserve her. I'm trying my hardest to love her correctly. I deserve love back it's ok to accept that I'm loved by the most beautiful woman who finds me beautiful. That's the problem i don't find myself beautiful ok fixed it. All good. Instead of she deserves better she deserves more of my heart. How could she have so much love for me and I'm not perfect. It's almost like she loves me despite my imperfections. I know I love her that way. I guess i deserve that back to huh? Strange but not a bad thing.

My back just started hurting out of nowhere guess I'm getting old. Pray for me that it's nothing serious. I probably should go to the hospital. But, imma ride it out and see what happens. I wouldn't be concerned if I didn't feel light pinches in my chest but they stopped. Back is one problem chest is another. Trying to see will it ease.