20 Questions

1. No. I actually worked on my temper myself since I was...8 or 9. I still am that feisty, passionate person deep down but it takes a lot more to get me to lash out in anger now XD 2. No, at least I don't think so 3. No (luckily) 4. Hmm? Karl? XD Idk 5. I actually can and do send longer texts but I spam sometimes because I worry the text is a bit too long lol 6. I either run into it online and go down a loophole of catching up and discussing it with my sisters or word of mouth from my family OR looking it up 7. Once when I was like 3-6 8. I love you 9. Yes. I always thought it'd be fun but the bug part I hate thinking about. Since I was small I always wanted to grow sunflowers and roses, even go so far as to have a flower archway of sunflowers and roses 10. A large one. Like... extremely big on the inside and outside. Moreso because I still live with my family (by choice) and we've always wanted our own land and space (my parents don't want neighbors close by)

More questions: 1. Are you easy to anger? I am extremely difficult to anger. Those who have usually don't walk away. Literally. I either mentally fuck with them or I physically beat them until they cannot move. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. Are you easily stressed? No. I work well under pressure. Always the calm person even if people are dying around me. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3. Have you ever run into a Karen? I live with a boss Karen. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4. What do you call the male equivalent of Karen? A He-Karen, like He-man but more dumb and irritating. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 5. Are you a spam texter or long texter? Long texter, but I'm used to spam texters. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 6. How do you get your news these days? 1440 and outside sources. It's something I don't do often because I've got too much else going on in my life. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 7. Have you ever been to a museum? I have. I love that sort of thing, so I was a happy little nerd. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 8. Do you have a favorite word?(any language) In English: Defenestration In Ires Gaelige: Aduantas In Japanese: 木漏れ日 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 9. Do you like gardening? I love it. But I don't have the energy I used to. I still grow sage, basil, rosemary, and chives on my window sill. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10. If you could live in any kind of house, what would it be? A faerie cottage. Something small, efficient, and with a proper Japanese bathroom!

1. What is your favorite color? 1. What is your favorite color? Blue 2. What music is on your playlist right now? Don't really have one. 3. What anime/manga have you been reading/watching lately? Last thing I watched was a bit of gintima 4. What languages do you speak? English and Spanish, I'm not gonna pretend to be able to speak japanese. 5. What job do you have? I test software on Samsung phones. 6. How many siblings do you have? done 7. Do you get along with your parents? One is practically a stranger who couldn't care less if I died in a ditch, the other is overbearing needy and emotionally manipulative. 8. What is your favorite drink? A particular type of melon soda they don't sell in the US. 9. Do you drive like an asshole? I try not to, but I've had my moments. 10. What classes did you like in school? Woodshop is the only thing that comes to mind. 11. What is your MBTI?(myers-briggs personality assessment) intj I think, or something like that 12. Do you have any religious beliefs? I think a god probably exists because clearly someone up there doesn't like me very much. 13. If you were an anime character, who do you think you'd be?(in an existing anime) I'm not sure if there are any I'd consider too relatable at this point, while there are bits and traits here and there. I guess an easy answer would be a Satou Tatsuhiro, but I don't think I'm nearly that much of a degenerate. I found Adachi Sakura has something of a similar personality and qurks, and I could really relate to the whole facade Shiraki Hime puts on. 14. Are you a brave person in the face of things others would run away from? I dunno if I'd call it brave, but I guess. It's probably just a lack of caring though. humans are more scary than any monster. 15. What is your favorite food? can't go wrong with pizza. 16. What is your ideal first date like? Dinner and a movie, guess I'm boring like that. 17. Do you have the brain worms? The what? 18. What sort of exercise do you like to do? I do 5Ks while watching some shows on my phone. Keeps me motivated if nothing else. 19. Are you a workaholic or a sofa surfer? I don't belive in wage slaving or being defined by your job, nore do I like the idea of being a mindless worker drone. But being a lazy slob can take a mental toll on you too. If I find something I can be passionate about I'd work long and hard on it, but it'd have to be something I benefit from, not some corporate overlord. When I was renovating the last house I lived in, I worked on it from sun up to sun down, but I don't think I'd wanna bother half as much if it was someone else's house. 20. What is love? Something that isn't meant for people like myself.

More Questions: 1. What is your most toxic trait? 2. Do you like Japanese culture or just Anime? 3. Do you make your bed every morning? 4. What is your favorite kind of soap? 5. What do you like to do for 'self-care'? 6. Do you prefer roaming around crowded places like malls and markets or secluded places like forests? 7. If you saw a kid stealing a loaf of bread, what would you do? 8. If you were an animal, what kind of animal would you be? 9. Do you have a talent you're particularly proud of? 10. How do you pass the time in a place like a waiting room of a hospital?

1. Idk? I have an extremely honest friend so I'd like to think if I ever had one or practiced said toxic trait she'd tell me 2. Japanese culture for sure. I take an interest in the culture more than their anime ngl 3. I don't really have a bed, bed to make so...no lol 4. Dove soap 5. Like last time I'm still trying to work on that for myself 6. I just like getting out the house. But if I ever walked in a forest I'd need someone else with me as I get scared by the forest (even if I think it's pretty) 7. I would stop them and pay for it for them. Then tell them it's better to ask for help and keep asking no matter if anyone ignores them then resort to stealing (even if they are in a difficult situation) 8. Most likely a cat since my family says I act like one. Especially with my love of naps, curling around others for heat and sunbathing XD 9. I don't think so? I don't pay much attention to myself so if I had one I don't think I'd know unless someone said so about me 10. It's been awhile since I've been in one but take a nap, pray, quietly talk about the situation with whoever is with me (which would be my family). Idk?

Some More Questions: 1. What is your favorite video game? I dont know if I have a most favorite game of all but if I have to pick a franchise I guess it'd be Final Fantasy series. 2. What was/is your high school stereotype? Idk if I fit one specific stereotype but I was a bit on the nerdy/ emo side I guess? Got good grades but was usually quiet and wore a lot of black. 3. Do you like Pokémon? I enjoy the Pokemon games. Never really kept up with the show though. 4. What is your favorite non-legendary Pokémon? Hard to pick just one but I guess Umbreon would be one of them. 5. What is your favorite legendary Pokémon? Latias is one I guess 6. Have you ever played DnD(Dungeons and Dragons)? Never 7. What class do you usually like to play? N/A 8. Do you cosplay? I've thought about it, but I'm a bit picky and would have to know for sure I can pull something off before I consider cosplaying 9. What would you like to cosplay if you'd like to cosplay? Some FF characters maybe 10. Do you have a favorite aspect of anime conventions/con culture? The fact that there's so much to do/ see and the conventions usually go for an entire weekend. I'd go for an entire week if the conventions were that long lol.

1. What is your most toxic trait? Most toxic... probably that ptsd triggered ocd thing I do. It can literally be considered abusive. I don't think it's unwarranted the times I've used it(a grand total of four times in my life) but it doesn't change facts. I'd also say I have a tendency to be a 'helper' to a fault and I can be manipulative, though I work very hard to not use the latter. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2. Do you like Japanese culture or just Anime? I like anime just fine, but my roots have always been the culture. It was how I bonded with my nan, and even if I never feel like I'm Japanese or white enough for either group, I find myself turning back to it to become grounded again. Other than kaiju movies, I am involved in shinto, I know how to put on several different kinds of kimono, I know tea ceremony, I know ninjutsu, kendo, etc. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3. Do you make your bed every morning? Every morning even if I'm sick or in a deep psychosis. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4. What is your favorite kind of soap? Depends what it's for, but for my body I love a sakura and peony Korean brand called :On: It leaves my skin softer, brighter, smells nice, and it isn't hideously expensive. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 5. What do you like to do for 'self-care'? I'm bad at self-care right now. I work too much, I worry too much, I stress too much. I am trying to take care of what needs to be done, but I barely was able to force myself to clean 1/4 of my closet. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 6. Do you prefer roaming around crowded places like malls and markets or secluded places like forests? Forests. Being around too many humans stresses me the fuck out because of my ptsd. I can negotiate with snakes and bears, but humans..... humans are not so easy to bargain with. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 7. If you saw a kid stealing a loaf of bread, what would you do? I've been that kid. I'd pay for it and offer to hire them for odd jobs like pulling weeds. If they're like I was, they're trying to keep cps from breaking their siblings apart if they get involved whatever their parents are putting them through. So I understand that pain. At least in America, the foster care system is just as likely to be abusive as their former home. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 8. If you were an animal, what kind of animal would you be? Depends who you ask. I've been likened to a dragon or a snake because I appear cold blooded, but I breathe fire. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 9. Do you have a talent you're particularly proud of? Proud of? No. I do have talents, more like skills. Largely along the lines of survival. Some say I can draw and sing okay, but I am not so sure that's true. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10. How do you pass the time in a place like a waiting room of a hospital? I study or read. --------------------------------------------------------------------------

More Questions: 1. How are you feeling today?-------------------------------------------------- 2. Do you have any chores today?------------------------------------------ 3. What hobby brings you joy lately?------------------------------------------ 4. Do you daydream a lot?------------------------------------------ 5. What do you tend to daydream about/ if you do?------------------------------------------ 6. Do you pay attention to celebrity news?------------------------------------------ 7. What goal are you working towards lately?------------------------------------------ 8. Is there anything you're looking forward to currently?------------------------------------------ 9. Do you remember your dreams?------------------------------------------ 10. Are you a lucid dreamer/someone who is aware they are dreaming within their dreams?------------------------------------------

1. I'm feeling great! Thank you for asking 2. Not today 3. Dancing and singing as always 4. I suppose? Especially when I'm by myself 5. Future desires and plans, things and ideas I want to build and achieve with my family, sometimes babies and wondering if I'll have any someday; if I watch a show the characters in them and making up fake scenarios to put them in XD, etc. 6. It depends 7. Working on being stronger in my faith, prayer and writing my lessons better 8. Life. More specifically my family's move 9. Not all of them, but I do remember horror dreams and one's of deeper meaning 10. Semi lucid? I sadly don't have control of what happens or goes on but I am aware mentally in my dreams and constantly think of controlling it but can't. I've died so many times in my dreams and always thought/wished to control my dream before dying lol

part 1 1. What is your favorite video game? Metal Gear Solid. Was a great mix of history and potential future events. https://media.tenor.com/fHABQLopDlQAAAAC/metal-gear-solid-mgs.gif 2. What was/is your high school stereotype? Geeky guy into anime I assume https://media.tenor.com/9ES1iHLj2fAAAAAC/weeb-touching.gif 3. Do you like Pokémon? Yes, Pokemon is fantastic. I've seen the whole anime and played a good chunk of the games. Eevee followed by Mew are my favorite Pokemon. https://media.tenor.com/2_6vt6O8gd8AAAAC/eevee-eevee-happy.gif 4. What is your favorite non-legendary Pokémon? Eevee https://media.tenor.com/Mp6c9fx705gAAAAC/cute-eevee.gif 5. What is your favorite legendary Pokémon? Mew https://media.tenor.com/6daT_oSOXw0AAAAC/wavy-pokemon.gif 6. Have you ever played DnD(Dungeons and Dragons)? No but I respect the lore https://media.tenor.com/WFmGnSRc2E0AAAAC/swire-arknights.gif 7. What class do you usually like to play? Warrior https://media.tenor.com/EAZYHm31MVcAAAAC/anime-samurai.gif 8. Do you cosplay? Not really no, it's cool though. https://media.tenor.com/D5O5mVCPzMgAAAAC/cat-funny.gif 9. What would you like to cosplay if you'd like to cosplay? M. Bison https://media.tenor.com/bjgQQRd9SesAAAAC/street-fighter-ryu.gif 10. Do you have a favorite aspect of anime conventions/con culture? I just like the atomsphere. Lots of weebs and fellow enthuaists of stuff I enjoy. https://media.tenor.com/IlWS_OlXjAsAAAAC/suisei-hoshimachi-suisei.gif 1. Is there an aspect of con culture you don't like? There is occasionally people who are there who are not really into the anime/gamer culture. Getting drunk and just causing problems. That's fairly rare though https://media.tenor.com/ZHysRx1KvpoAAAAC/obnoxious-and-drunk-drunk.gif 2. Is there a fandom that scares you? No, I don't fandom shame https://media.tenor.com/uvlZONAU9DUAAAAC/my-little-pony-pony-life-my-little-pony.gif 3. How do you practice self-care? Hygiene, exercise, getting fiber, sun and air baths, feeding birds, walks. https://media.tenor.com/PgAG0bX8a10AAAAC/pigeon-flying.gif 4. Did you have toys as a child? Yes, I loved toys. Action figures and play weapons too. I also just loved a good stick. It's a classic toy. https://media.tenor.com/rw4hnyKNq7EAAAAC/samurai-katana.gif https://media.tenor.com/xe7J8eUrGWUAAAAC/doge-dogecoin.gif 5. Digimon or Pokémon? I watched both. https://media.tenor.com/0e4LvPDXXa8AAAAC/digimon.gif 6. Have you ever been a 'nice guy/nice girl'? Yeah, I had a girl match with me on a Reddit dating ad. I talked about some insecurities and she seemed to share them. Thing was she was fairly pretty and 'normal' I was surprised she had dating troubles. Anyway before she sent a pic she wanted to meet up. Which was way too fast for me. i asked for a video chat and she wore something revealing. She didn't care about learning my name or my intersts she just wanted to meet right away. I think she just wanted me for sex. I asked for a little more time to get to know each other then she went on a tirade about my weight and living situation. I made the right call there XD I'm not a person who can go straight to sex. I need some connection. https://media.tenor.com/DjoAsf-PM2cAAAAC/spy-family.gif 7. Are you able to handle a person who is under mental distress? (meaning, if a friend called you in the middle of the night under mental distress, could you handle that?) Yeah, I have done it quite a few times. https://media.tenor.com/AIIcgGsTjDoAAAAC/hanamichi-ran-nagomi-yui.gif 8. Do you have first aid experience? nah, I failed my CPR exam. XD I should really take a class. I mean I can treat a cut, bruise, etc. but I should really learn more. https://media.tenor.com/LoMues1bF8sAAAAC/hot-kiss.gif 9. Are you... eh... kishimu? (I don't know the English word. When the sight of blood makes you feel sick) No, blood has always excited me. I don't mean to sound edgy it's just cool to me. https://media.tenor.com/KdyQXw5fo90AAAAC/anime-vampire.gif 10. Can you stand people who can't clean up after themselves? I do think it would ware me down. Although I do clutter but I stay fairly clean. https://media.tenor.com/MaPgAzNqWUcAAAAC/sailor-moon.gif 1. Are you easy to anger? Nupe, I try very hard to keep things civil. I do terrible things if I lose my temper https://media.tenor.com/sJQ885Lw2MsAAAAC/miku-angry.gif 2. Are you easily stressed? I am a sensitive person so I do need to take steps to relax. https://media.tenor.com/Rk84s7VGLsAAAAAC/spill-tea.gif 3. Have you ever run into a Karen? Yeah, I just walk away. Just walk away. https://media.tenor.com/VtvczVzBgzEAAAAC/hug-anime.gif 4. What do you call the male equivalent of Karen? A dingus XD https://media.tenor.com/j3jR2_KFYogAAAAC/anime-diamond-is-unbreakable.gif 5. Are you a spam texter or long texter? I try to keep it reasonable but I do love sending and receiving messages. https://media.tenor.com/ac_7d-nnwfgAAAAC/smile-anime.gif 6. How do you get your news these days? tv and online mostly https://media.tenor.com/mFL-I6ZM4Z8AAAAC/medabots-dad.gif 7. Have you ever been to a museum? Many museums, many more to go. https://media.tenor.com/zY3-Qc7WmEMAAAAC/kikis-delivery-service-anime.gif 8. Do you have a favorite word?(any language) Oh so many words, it's so hard to pick one. I mean words are such powerful things, it's like choosing one tool. I can't think of any now TwT https://media.tenor.com/tQMn18NUCskAAAAC/garden-of-words-makoto-shinkai.gif 9. Do you like gardening? yeah, it's nice to grow plants https://media.tenor.com/DvSFdqSO_Q8AAAAC/yu-yu-hakusho-kurama.gif 10. If you could live in any kind of house, what would it be?