How do you feel?

everyone is so sad here i wish i could just talk to everyone and try to make them feel better and then hug them and then give them a cookie and then just chill together and stuff ;-; i'm here if anyone needs to talk, and i have cookies :D

I feel I'm actually blessed~I've been appreciated and helped by many people I happened to come across so far, though I'm rather withdrawn and unresponsive.Also thanks to some schizoid traits and stream of thoughts, even the evil took the initiative to leave me.

mixed feelings, recently good stuff has happend like my school grades andmeeting new people and friends on MO, helping random people I don't know find the train station and paying a dinner for my family but at same time I kinda feel more depressed everyday and I keep wondering why I'm feeling sad and then I remember past or things I could have done better and end up getting a headache :/

I feel like my life has become nothingness. I can't get up in the morning, I can't sleep at night, I'm not motivated to do anything at all. All these plans and thoughts and feelings I had are just lost, and now there is nothing. Just a void. And it's slowly eating me up.

Starting a university course for first time ever next week so yeah, the whole chaotic rollercoaster... Excited, petrified, feeling inadequate and blazing determination all at once. My brain is utterly scrambled. Oh... and in need of cookies @neko_neko_nya :D