Random thoughts...

Man idk how people do time management, feels like I'd have to give up any relaxation time for me to balance gym, cooking, family and work time. Probably gotta give up sleeping later

At a certain point, you just combine tasks. Got dinner to cook, laundry to do, a house to clean and a screaming toddler? No problem! Toddler helps with laundry (AKA throws it everywhere.lol) while you cook/clean up the inevitable mess and try to quell the screaming feral mini human. I can exercise as I chase said feral creature, too. Multitasking!!! Sleep? Ha! Silly adult, you don't "need" that.lol

And when you run out of time and energy, next is your sanity. https://media1.tenor.com/m/zP_C5PLM2vUAAAAd/mello-mello-death-note.gif

I want to feel, again. Why is it that when something that should FEEL devastating, instead leaves me feeling numb and almost indifferent? I only feel for one in this situation and that's in an empathetic sort of way... I don't like the me I am. Like, not even in a "woe" is me sorta way, I just don't like this version or at least this part of me. I'm sure someone with book smarts could put a name to it, but it's cold.... Or maybe jaded?