rainingcalm

Thank you for your comments. I did not want to bring up old relationships that you had to go through. I really thought I could have build my future with her. Yes, I did have relationships before that, where I tried to get things going but it never happened. This one was special, I did open my heart upon her. I thought that there are things, that we have in common... actually we did. For me it was the perfect relationship, where I thought, we could work things out. As she went on to fuck another guy, my heart broke. She herself was so insecure. I tried do provide but obviously it was not enough. She did not even admit that she cheated unless one of her friends told me. She uploaded the pictures of some lovebites and certain messages. This was the worst way I could have found out about this. I know live will go on but at the moment, I just cry everyday. I will move on, hopefully, but at least give me some time to cry to my hearts content, 'cause I am really at the bottom of my life.

To post a little more context to this one: We dated for almost 6 months, got together and started a relationship. I have never felt anything like this and even though a month has passed, I feel tired, alone and don´t think I can trust anyone anymore.