yuuzora

Keqings king @vegas1988 hugs im sorry to hear your having such a rough time hopefully things get better for you and your mom soon

Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying I hope you stay safe too, Yuu-Chan. Just make sure your doing okay/as well as can be, we'll be waiting for you. ❤️

Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying Thank you, Yuu-Chan! I'm glad the plants are able to absorb most of the smoke for you guys, and that there's extra protection just in case. As for your meal plans, I hope that goes as you planned and that you're able to join your friend! What kinds of foods are you thinking of eating? If that's okay to ask, you aren't obligated to answer that <3. In the most respectful way possible, your mother annoys and bothers me greatly. I'm sorry to hear about that...I mean, I know humans can survive at least a few days without water, but you should be able to drink it whenever you need – either way! I hope you are able to get some water soon. ❤️

yuuzora @yuuzora I haven't discussed the plans with bestie yet, but I wanted to try making homemade curry roux blocks and hand making ramen and udon noodles again. I'm usually thinking this place is pretty safe to share things, so it doesn't bother me to talk about things so openly here. On other places online, I am quiet as a church mouse. I know what awaits me the second I share a diverse opinion of any variety and I'm mentally unstable as it is. I don't need that sort of trouble. ~~ Yeah, my mother is one of those "Christians" who claims to love Christ but follows all these monstrous people who protect abusers over the abused. She sends money to a "prophet" that tells her the earth is flat... She's even started spouting Nazi talking points without pausing to hear herself speak. If I believed such things, I would 1000% believe the voice she claims to hear is the Devil himself and not Jesus. She knows we have nowhere go if she kicks us out. So she uses it as leverage to treat us however she wants. She's thrown hot coffee on me, sharp objects, paint thinner, etc. As a child she'd stabbed me and beat me so badly I'm pretty sure that's why my knee caps didn't develop normally. I did try being homeless before I moved back home(after the nerve disease wrecked my career), but this part of Washington State is not survivable in the winter or summer. So in all honesty, you're being much too nice to her. :(

Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying That sounds delicious! I hope you are able to make the roux blocks and noodles, cause those sound absolutely scrumptious! That is horrible, I'm sorry that you've had to live with someone like that for so long, especially as that being the 'lesser' of two evils for you. Nothing upsets and annoys me more than people who take advantage of other people's situations, that is absolutely atrocious behaviors and extremely narcissistic :(. It's sad to hear, but sadly I'm not surprised, too many people in the Church who claim to love and know Christ have failed their families and communities due to 1: traditions (harmful ones at that) or 2: twisting God's word to benefit their own wants and needs. Again, sadly it's too common nowadays, but God did say in the Bible that many would come in Christ's name but are truly not of His fold or are false teachers. I really pray you are able to escape that place soon and get somewhere safe and cozy, I often here how it can be harder to heal a sick body when you are constantly around the source of the stress. Not saying that you still wouldn't have certain problems with your body, but being around abuse and stuff isn't gonna help the healing process cause it's in constant fight or flight.

yuuzora @yuuzora Yeah, at this point I can really use the prayers. I'm working my ass off to pay my car off so I can rebuild my savings for a tiny house for me, my sister, my brother, and my step-father. I've already got floor plans drawn out. It's just a matter of finding a builder who works with our situation. Anyway, I hope you're able to side step the fuckers that try to tear you down. I dunno what your plan is, but I believe in you and I know you'll reach success! As for being Christian. I love the actual teachings of Christ. He seemed like a chill guy who went against the powers of the time to lift people up. Women and disabled people alike. He embodied humility, love, patience, all that good stuff that the world needs more of. In a lot of ways I wish we could just toss out a majority of Old Testament and just teach the things Jesus actually said. And Paul. Paul seemed to really understand what Jesus was trying to say. Anyway... yeah! Here's for more actually Christ-like people. <3

Spoopy Mommy ® @wei_ying I hope your hard work pays off, you always sound really busy, so I hope you're able to rest soon. Christ really was a chill and good guy! The people he upset the most were his own people lol, but it's cause they had a 'holier than thou' mindset cause they are the Chosen people of God, yet the point they missed in Christ's teachings is that while the Jews/Israelites are the Chosen people by God, Christ still came to die for EVERYONE, and that especially included his own people. The funny thing a lot of Christ's fellow Jews and even modern day Believers forget is that the Old Testament was literally a lesson on how terrible mankind's ways were...that's why everyone was dying left and right is because God was judging man by their own standards, but the New Testament is- but especially Christ's ministry, is what God desires for all people.