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Most of my anxiety comes from people. People scare the hell out of me. But being the human that I am I crave social interactions. Companionship, yadda yadda. I think a good way to work through anxiety is to face what it is that makes you feel that way. Face it however you want, either by taking it slow or jumping in, as long as you work at it, you're bound to find yourself a little less scared. It takes a lot out of me to talk to people on here, I have to take breaks from conversation because I basically get socially overheated, which leads to panic attacks. But I want to make friends and just not be worried so much over little things people do.

I actually joined the site looking for friends because I realized I didn't have any, and I don't want to turn into some hermit who's best friends are NPCs...differently not like that already..haha. But my life lacks things I yearn for. So, I'm not so against the idea of some form of a relationship as I was, I just don't think I'm ready emotionally to be part of a couple.