LinusBlue

I don't believe in any kind of after life at all; I am here on this earth but once before my brain rots away to nothing, and I go back into the infinite calm. However, if you look purely at the achievement of man around you, this world isn't inherently bad. We, a small orgasm on a tiny, minuscule planet have achieved so much for what we are. Observing and recording the basic building blocks of the universe, an understanding of how our world came to be: we've manage to connect devices thousands of miles apart, we've ventured to the moon and back, conquered the sea, the land, and the sky. We can engineer our own organic constructs, clone life in the lab, view the universe in it's absolute earliest stages of life some 13 billion years ago. We as a species have done so much. On a large scale, nothing we do here will matter. But for the moment you're alive, when you contribute to the pool of knowledge, for one split, fleeting moment, you've improved upon something that's tangible to everyone around you. Thus, I personally hold that the one gold in life for myself is to contribute to the scientific collective, for it's the only thing that separates us and substantiates us as life form in this vast endless universe.

Hey mayne, chin up. If you want to be attractive to a certain set of people, you've got to make an effort to make yourself attractive. Build some confidence, perhaps work on social skills if you find yourself to be lacking in those areas. Read up on self help if that's your cup of tea. But above all, don't dwell on the fact that things haven't worked out for you yet. You'll simply get caught up in a dark abyss of depression from which it will be hard for many-a-kawaii-women to pull you out of. If you're having trouble meeting people, try conventions or local nerd hang-outs in your area. Surely there's a DnD group, or a college anime club, or something around you that's open to the public. However, if you're not making an effort to find places to meet people it probably won't happen. :( You can do it though, you just gotta keep dat chin high.