♠️ JuuzyFruit ♣️

@juuzyfruit She was good to you in the past and helped you out of a dark times. But this time she did you wrong. We knows that relationships go 2 ways and shit happens. You will feel a bit better in the future, but right now it hurt very much. All of us who have been in a loving and trusting relationship that didn't go our way experienced this. There will be mornings where you wake up crying because your chest hurt so much you don't know how to stop it. I hope you don't live in the same space you guys spent your times together, it's nothing worse than sleeping alone in a place full of memories. Just remember pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. You've done a good job at describing and verbalizing your feelings onto sentences thus far, it's important to know that you're in the state of despair. So you can do something about it. There is only one thing I want to highlight; take charge of your happiness. No angel can save you. You only have yourself in the end, and you are the one who are responsible for yourself. People comes and go, you need to be selfish and put yourself first. That's the only way to survive, protecting yourself, physically and mentally. I've went through some stuff myself, therapy and medication helps, and from what you wrote about your state of mind right now there is noway you can go through this alone. Reach out to family or even a free chat services, hell, I even chatted with some bots online. And vent here. There are always peoples here to talk with. Please take care of yourself, remember to eat and try to sleep. Cry yourself to sleep is fine as long as you sleep. Take long shower, listen to sad songs, believe me, the more you let it out the more you feel better later. Don't hold it in. Mhmmm, and I can't stress this enough, watch some hentai. xD Here is a stupid quote: “I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”― Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun. And here is a Ted talk, the video is nothing special, but you should watch it on youtube and scroll through the comments :) It helps. https://youtu.be/k0GQSJrpVhM