inori_yukki_

I don't know what to do, i'm crying as I type this down! Ive been struggling so much, for the last 6 weeks, Ive neglected my 3 cats yet again, because of my tenancy is at risk ALL BECAUSE OF THE PEOPLE NEXT DOOR THREW TRASH AT MY PLACE, NOT TO MENTION CIGARETTE AND A CHAIR!!! and the landlord was complaining how FULL AND STINKY MY BIN WAS?!?! SAYS YOU ONLY BIN DAY ON TUESDAY!?! NOT TO MENTION I HAVE 3 CATS NOW!!!!! Ive been so struggling so had because last week on Friday my oldest male cat got desex and it was already bleeding :(((( I didn't have enough funds to go back to the vet again :(((((( it was still bloody hot and I was shopping too :((!!!! It really scks, I mind as well give up all 3 of my cat out of THE STREETS and live with my abusive parents :((( THE REASON WHY IM LIVING IN THIS APARTMENT WAS BECAUSE OF THE GOVERNMENT FUNDING FOR HOMELESSNESS!!!! IT REALLY SCKS!!!!!!! :((!!!! I don't want to keep living anymore, I'm only 20 and already struggling so bad, you know what's funny? When I was shopping alone carrying a heavy load, someone come to help me and I almost cry because I never wanted to see anyone or any of you guys to see me struggling because I dealt stuff like this before, and when they helped me get back home they said "where is your husband?" My heart stopped :((( so I lied said "Oh! Hes at work" :((((( I hate everything I don't understand anything all because of my parents!!! And my irl friends couldn't EVEN HELP ME AFTER GRADUATION and I cut ties with them because I knew they were fake ass :((((( not to mention I knew the signs because they called me pdf before graduation :((( I'm all alone and don't understand anything, my friends who I thought friends just jealous that I'm living alone :(((( they arnt good example of friends and I knew that :(((!!

Happy valentines day everyone, may you find what you are looking for. I'm glad that I took a break off the internet, because it's so chaotic here, everyday is so stressful for the last 5 weeks, it's 6 included this week, it's been very very stressful :(((( I'm happy y'all are very patient with me this time, I'm forever greatful for all of your patience with me dealing with irl stuff :(((?

GUYSSSS DON'T BOTHER FINDING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA?!??!!! WHAT???? When I'm not clearly active? Did y'all got to desperate...? I'm sorry- but I've been trying to keep myself online here as possible but sadly my one little kitten female come back because one of the neighbors DIDN'T look out for her, so I have 3,2 boys and 1 female. I hate to say it but there was a lot going on now that I had to dealt then, please don't try this ever again. Even if you see mee on else where or "think" it's me with the same username on else where, please don't bother and follow em because um not active on there, as muh as I hate to say it. This is my new home. I'm trying to settle in like a house? And you telling me I should go back and move one place to another? Please... Ive been through too much and even now. I'm legit going to leave this site soon if y'all acting like children like my parents were 1 week ago. Please don't make things harder as it looks. Thank you. Ive been trying REALLY REALLY HARD.