incomplete_concept

Its lonely, and i stand stranded in my own mind. Its barren, its silent, and i choke on blood and smoke. Though there is a majesty in the air, beyond reasoning, beyond apathy, beyond guidance, but i know that it is there. Death and cancer linger under my nails, though i am too drunk on shadows to care. With only the dead as company i learn to open my eyes to that quit place, and embrace that space i can call mine, bent in a u-shape waiting to die. You see, there used to be a purpose to all this bullshit, but without the mind as soul it all seems so motherfucking worthless. A million scars between here and home, lost in time, too confined, in my own mind, to survive. Light is dark, and dark is light. Knowledge is pride, so vast, so far beyond even that, blood bile and bone its all i am its all i know. I am an omnipotent child formed from pain, tears, loss, scars and thoughts of the unknown. A weapon of conclusive destruction, rising from the flames of many wars. So here i stand, A soldier, a child, a demon, a man. Less than than God, but more than machine. A human being. This late morning, this day, this early evening. I am a million feet tall. Yesterday, today and the days proceeding, tomorrow and the days there leading, I am a million feet tall. Today I will tear down this wall.

I apologize. I cannot choose just one. "when the going gets weird, the weird go pro." "Darkness does wonders for a bad memory." "childhood is over the moment you die." "It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." "Running away does not solve a thing. It comes down to judgment, concentration, technique, intuition, sensitivity, and the ability to question your nature to triumph over others." "we are human, our power for destruction is limitless if we choose to live up to our potential." "Women who seek to be equal with man simply lack ambition." "I am become death, the destroyer of worlds." "pick up a bee from kindness, and learn the limitations of kindness." to list but a few