In any relationship where you're so invested, so wrapped up in the other person, even obsessed it will always be difficult to get over them. It feels like it's all over, That he's the only one, and that no one else could ever compare. But that's just not true in the slightest, It's not hard to find a guy who's rough in bed, trust me, and there's even less who are afraid to experiment. Not only that, but the guy left you. Ditched you. You deserve better. Just do things you enjoy or used to enjoy that you may of gotten too busy to do. Spend time with friends and family. Keep doing that, and sooner or later, there's be a day when you realize, you haven't thought of him in weeks once. He's not the last, and Certainly not the best considering his actions. Keep your chin up, As much as it feels like, this isn't the end of the world.

Fairy spirits like gnomes are actually kinda a focus area of research for me, and cryptids in general are something I find fascinating. Just like most supernatural topics, so much bullshit surrounds them though, and since I have no way of perceiving them on a regular basis, I can't really distinguish between what may be factual, and what may be a very well put together hoax... So yeah, great topic to throw in the mix. Hmm, using sleep paralysis to trigger astro projection. Interesting. Like I've heard of using similar methods to induce OBEs, but a lot of those involve tricking your body to sleep while keeping the conscious mind awake. Unfortunately I stopped having SP, so I can't really do it. Most of my astro projection is reached through meditation. Although I have a hard time remaining grounded to the localized spiritual plane, and generally end up somewhere in the higher planes where its kinda hard to remember your an individual. I did manage it once though, then freaked my brother and father out a little when I told them what they were doing. Although since my brother practices this sort of stuff too, he just warded his room. #Whensiblingrivalrygetsmetaphisical Other than that though, its hard for me to seperate placebo from objective reality when in that state of focus, so I don't really know how much of it was real or not.

the under appreciation of this show is good it needs a small cult following and not main stream attention BUT Tim and Eric awesome show was better https://media.giphy.com/media/7dr7LQ81iYdQk/giphy.gif

@Izuku, no one has dared to ask me for something weird as a piece... Yet T.T All have been very reasonable, artistic and if erotic, no nudes nor those hentai disgusting fetishes.