The truth is I hate myself and my life. I want to change it but I cannot do alone. I want someone who can I can love. Someone I can hold and care for. And it’s driving me insane. Hopefully I can find someone here

Cero: I really wanted to make that reference too but wasn't sure because it's in the serious talk section. Oh well a little fun is not a bad thing eh ^^'

Hello there, welcome back. I'm doing good, how're you?

@animegamdev13: Like others have said, this is 2019. The global economy is shit. Unemployment everywhere. Young men are becoming hikikomori and young women become internet thots for money. Employers hire students only or immigrants for cheap labor. Western Society is failing. So, in such an environment, living with your parents means NOTHING. The only thing that matters, is that you keep trying. Keep learning new professional skills and trying to find a job. As long as you're trying, you're not a loser. I studied Computer Science, worked as an English Teacher and now I'm thinking of going to a chef school. And I'll be 40 this year. The struggle NEVER ends. Be brave my friend! I wish the best for you! :-)