I can't say that I know exactly how you feel but I have experienced loss also. She was my first grade teacher, very special to me because she went out of her way to make sure I could read after I failed the first time. My mom made sure I went back to her and she became like a school mother to me. We still kept in touch after I moved and whenever I came back I would visit her and I even got to meet her daughter for the first time, the last time I saw her. It had started with card exchanges since we couldn't keep visiting my old home town and then she started sending bad news about the kids treating her bad, and her having a "fall". I was a bit worried because it sounded weird but the next card she sent she was back to her old self. Then one day my mom calls me to the living room and she tells me that the woman, who saved me from being just another stereotypical statistic, from ending up making bad decisions like some of my family members, who was nothing but kind,loving and patient to me, had died. The last card we got was from her funeral announcement and it's the last photo I'll ever have of that phenomenal woman. It's getting hard for me to remember the things I used to do and say it's been so long.... But I understand, I really do, believe me. Anytime I even thought about failing and English/Literature class I would joke "She would roll in her grave" just to keep me going. I excelled at that class because of her and it hurt the worst when we did the grad invites and my mother suggested I save one just for her and put it with her funeral announcement since she wouldn't be able to see me herself. I was like: "How crappy is that? I worked so hard. For me, my mom, and you. I've gotten so far with your help. I made sure I made you proud. And I can't even show you..." Shit. I started crying lol. BUT I got through it man, I just thought that she'd be watching and that she is proud of me! she will always be proud of my accomplishments and I should continue to make her proud. What I'm saying is...it doesn't get really easier, the pain stays but you have all of our support and love. You have his memory and the best you can do in his memory is to live your life and not dwell too much on it because trust me...you don't want to stay there, it's sad and it hurts too much. You have new life and that's wonderful! I'm sure he'll be watching over the bundle of joy and I have faith that you'll stay strong and raise a fine adult.

What deardrops says! And welcome you too pickled :D

And i'm the coolest dude of them all hehehe ..... Thats true right?..... *ahem* so hi there hope you have great time staying ^_^

Yep the intros, weapons, and of course claptrap make up, one heck of a game thats just plain irresistible to keep from playing. Its true borderlands is pretty close to anime already, but I guess the topic is headed in a direction where you can state a game to become an anime or anime version of it for gameplay. Both of those are ok topics in my book since they relate to one another.

I'm hella lazy to go through 35ish pages of calling outs to locals So here I am! I more or less want to get to know people in my area, so reviving whatever the hell this is! That said, name's Sean. Nice to meet'cha anddddDD +10 internet points if you come up with a nickname for me that sticks. I live around Ottawa, if you hadn't figured btw, ahah.

Stellalina omg died at that one Really liked what it had going though. Good stuff ~ v~

Oh oh oh arigato everyone:3 I shall try my best to stay very active! Ooooi wouldn't mind friends requests from anyone :3 I have crunchy roll on my kindle :3 it usually keeps me up till

Thank you deardrops! It is very nice here. I like different kinds of people in my community. Although I like to go home in the future again!

Heheh, DJ > w<;... nahhh. You are all the more important here. I'm still bloop D: I've actually learned to like the competitive kinds of animes because of those ones, ahah. Aside from actually learning more about the game because of them, there's a lot of character development. I mean, I've also watched Free! and ookiku furikabutte. I wouldn't consider myself a big watcher of those types, but they do have their charm so try them out at the very least. ^^ S'good to here, and do take care o:!

'Maybey'. Veryyy nice catch on the name. I like it. ^^ Well the site isn't too hard to navigate, and the atmosphere everyone gives off just makes it really nice to be around. I'm actually pretty new here but feels very homey already, ahah But 'chea everyone's super friendly so don't be afraid to say hi! I'm always up for chatting n' stuff so just drop by whenever. o vo Could go on for days about anime, games and music so yeahh~! Anyway, stay active and enjoy your stay here!