I don't see a problem using the word with people who you know like "zup niggas" or things like that, but if you say it to a random person he is going to get mad (more if is a dark skin person) and maybe is going to try to punch you

So I guess I'm having a bit of a hard time understanding the point of your post. Are you not happy with this male friend of yours because you feel he changed himself and his interests to be with a girl you feel he didn't have very much in common with before? I can't say I've specifically run into a similar situation. I go into every potential new relationship with a girl with them knowing full well I'm a gamer. If they can't get behind that or at least accept it, then I don't want them as a significant other. I can probably say for sure a lot of girls have probably been turned off by the fact I am a gamer, but I won't compromise my interests or ideals for the sake of a relationship. I'd rather stay single.

I tried committing suicide once. Couldn't go through. Years later, I'm still depressed... but I'm glad I didn't go through.

Anyone around London? I'm looking for people to hang out, play vidya, watch anime, read mandga, go to conventions together or just chill and have a good time... this sort of things. Anyway around?