Suicide

Don't ever think about it. You always know you have people who care such as myself, i refuse to let people think of that option. Your beautiful, awesome, and a great person to talk to.

I think it's sad. Because cause/effect is such a personal thing, I don't think anyone has the right in judging anyone on the choices they take in life. So the only thing I feel about suicide is that it's sad that someone felt like that was an option.

i never said i would but its just something that crosses i would assume anyone's mind when alone as well as finding friends and a relationship in the end look what i did made an account on this account to make friends and hopefully a relationship was well xD

Getting into hobbies can help cope with the pain. Me for instance, I gained spriting skills, with it I can make character animations and the like for any character imaginable. I then picked up Gamemaker so I can make my own video games. With my spriting & coding skills, I can make whatever game I want, especially games starring my original characters I've been drawing, for short I've brought my characters to life and that's something I've always dreamed of. I'm currently working on a game project starring my original characters, now everytime I'm out there in the dreaded real world, getting rejected by employers and schools, I look forward to being back at home working on my game, since my dreams are coming true. That helps me alot. I know this may not work for everyone, but anyone reading this, I hope it helps some if not all of you.

I tried it once. I got into lots of trouble for it, because I doubt myself and expected myself to be a complete failure. I grew up to think like a pessimistic. It's hard to tell anyone what I feel because, simply enough.. I get social anxiety sometimes. I still hate myself for trying it. I live for what's coming for me.. but I usually don't have any regrets if I died.

@Elizabeth If one is not willing to accept me for my shortcomings than they are not worth my time.

Nobody should do it because really if you think that way your in a dark place that you can be rescued from. Don't worry. Some people who dont consider it are just people who have survived some sort of depression in their lives. Everyone. I assure you. will think about it at one point in their life. This is when you come to the cross roads of life. you can decide to give up lose all hope and parish in the darkness that consumes you or you can look forward walk in the tunnel and know at the end there will be a light because all things simply end. Look for the ending. Do not wait in the darkness and cry. Its muggy and sad and people love you and dont want you to be in that place. Realize that just like your life it will end and just like the darkness there is a light. You will find your purpose if you keep searching for it. If you do not you will have done something more noble and worthwhile than simply disappearing in the darkness. Life has meaning. That can not be taken away from you. You have meaning. To me you are beutiful and just because you do not see it yet. Which is sad and miserable does not mean you dont have the potential or the power to see it one day. Its confusing and scary in the darkness but i believe understanding that others acknowledge your existance is a light. Talk to them more... see that everything you say does have an impact and importance to the world. If its even possible talk to someone of importance or hire a psychologist. (not saying it will always work some psychologists aren't worth it) understand one day you will figure this out too if you search hard enough. try try try to get your life back on track. remember a happy time in your life and try to get back to it. to that feeling. It does exist.

I've been down the road of suicidal thoughts. I fact, I was thinking of elaborate plans and weighing the pros and cons of each option. It occupied a lot of my thoughts for a year or two. I didn't really ever get to the point where I was within theoretical minutes/seconds of ending my life, but I never came to an efficient conclusion to my plans either. I eventually stopped actively plotting once I realized that there is no ideal death, and that my life is not mine to take. My life effects those around me, no matter how few that may be (and even if no one did notice, it'd then cost tax dollars to dispose of my body, such a bother :p).<br/> It isn't that my circumstances have changed. I still look in the mirror and wonder what it is I'm looking at, and what it's purpose is. And then I look at the world, wondering how people with minds greater than my own can be so foolish. But I'm staying here to watch this through. I'm fascinated in finding out what happens to this odd individual.

@reaeryn Depression, suicide, and self-harm is very near to my heart. <p> <i>When most look in the mirror, they see physical imperfections.</i> <br>Those people are idiotic. I don't see what most people see but how can people see perfection aesthetically pleasing. it is 100% boring. <p> <i>I see questions instead of my own reflection. I ask myself often things such as "What should I do with my life...?" "What is my purpose...?" and "Do I have a future on Earth?"</i> <br>We all ask these questions everyday. They are questions too hard and impossible to answer. Though I do know that the future of many other people on this earth could not go on if you or anyone else were no longer here. <p> <i>This is because "suicide is the coward's way out". ....Is it really "cowardly"?</i> <br> For a long time, I though of something differently. "Am I too cowardly to kill myself?"..."Am I too afraid of what will happen to everyone else If I died?" Those kind of questions. Does that make me weird? I no longer think this. However, I would never think that anyone who had taken their life to be cowardly. However, I so realized that if I hated life so much that I wanted to die, that means I hated everyone in it. My mom, my dad, my siblings, my teacher; everyone who looked up to me and after me. That hurt the most. When I found out years later that my uncle's death was caused from him hanging himself, I felt bitter. I didn't think he was a coward. Instead, I thought he didn't love us. Not my mom who was her twin, not me who was his goddaughter, and not even his daughters who found him hanging in the garage.<p>I have more to say so I shall be responding to everyone as a reply in the next comment.

Suicide is like someone wanting to see what you do. It's not cool. I think before you commit suicide think how would it affect your family. It would crush their hearts.