Confessions

I confess that I entire most relationships that last past a few dates with selflessness and trust. The only girl I ever slept with, I completely trusted and I would've given everything for her. Turns out she has a lot of relationship issues. I'm not saying I regret it, because during the entirety of the relationship I enjoyed it and she's now my best friend. It still wasn't complete, though and at times I find it hard to believe that I might find someone that would be as selfless in a relationship towards me as I was to them and the most annoying problem: every time you open up to someone and it doesn't work out, you'll have a harder time opening up with the next girl. I'm really aware of that at times and it makes me consciously try to keep opening up to people I'm dating and people in general

A decent amount of breakups don't end so amicably where you can be friends like that (I mean you know some of my stories or endings). We all start off like that and truth be told sometimes I wish I wasn't so unselfish and giving particularly in the beginning. I try my best not to have my newest interests get less from me than my previous interests / lovers but its getting much harder as I go on. That and finding a selfless woman - good luck with that one if you find two let me know :)

@Snake A guy without a snake. Don't get me wrong, he didn't lose it along the way. It was just never there to begin with. Also, they always have manboobs, but for some reason they look pretty with them. Oew, and usually lot's of hair on their head, but less so on their arms, legs and butt

@Snake They're everywhere and always cost you something, but sometimes it's seriously worth it. Most of the time it costs you a lot of your time and sometimes even a lot of your money, but if you find one that suits you, it'll work out and you won't even mind ~.^

Confession: "I tortured myself into being a better critic, by forcing my grits to watch every horrid Uwe Boll film."